No longer alone-paddy Holland

Halloween

The Halloween party was today and I was going to host because it's at my house, I have already hidden the valuables away and I'm almost done decorating, I asked the boys to get me some Mac Donald's but the boys won't know my order because Harrison and Tom are picking up Amy and zendaya who also went to get the alcohol,

To be honest I didn't feel up for Halloween this year and it was because of the secret I have been hiding from everyone but was more scared to tell paddy what it is, but I was kicked out of my thoughts by the closing

P- we got the goods
S- we may have ordered more then we need
H- we got everyone what they ordered but more and because you didn't tell us what you wanted paddy told us a weird order
P- yep the chicken nugget happy meal with vanilla milkshake, and a chicken Mayo
E- omg you really remember

I hugged paddy and then the others got back, and then we all got into are costumes, zendaya and Amy telling eachother how good they looked and when I walked out they both started squealing,
Z- Ell you look so gorgeous
A- I say hallelujah to that girl
E- ok guys that's enough, now can we talk how zendaya pulls of the pepper look and Amy is the sexiest black widow

We all laughed and started our make up when a question came to mind and I started to whisper to Amy about the questions in my mind, when Z clocked on

Z- ok why are you whispering about me, huh
E- oh it's nothing

Z gave us the 'I know your lying' look and that's when Amy spilt the beans

A- ok are you crushing on Sam
Z- what no totally not
She blushed so bright that it would attract a bull from 10 miles away
E- hmm really
Z- ok fine maybe I am but Ik that even though you won't emit it but you still love paddy
A- ok z that was a little to far
E- no it's ok and she's right and that's what hurts,
I start to get tears in my eyes
Z- oh Ella I didn't mean for that to come out
E- it's ok but can we just go now because people will be arriving any second

The bell rang and I ran out of my room and down the stairs to open the door and see Harry styles, who became one of my friends late this year, he was great and we could always have a laugh and make music together, as more people kept coming in we all started to enjoy ourselves more, and I knew that tomorrow I would have to tell everyone the news and I was dreading it, but I kept on drinking and drinking and I was having the best night of my life, when the majority of the guest left we only had: me, zendaya, Amy, Demi, Adele, paddy, Harry, Sam, Harry s, tom, Harrison, tom hardy.

P- and then there was 12
Z- ok who wants to play a game
All- yeah that songs good
E- let's play sleeping lions 'yawned'
Harrison- I think someone's tired
E- I want to go to my room
Tom h- pads can you take ell to her room please
P- ok Ella let's go
E- ok pick me up I can't be bothered to walk

Everyone laughed

P- ok my princess
E- thank you peasant

Everyone laughed again

E- goodnight guys
All- night

When we got to my room paddy got me a pare of joggers and looked in my wardrobe and found his old jumper, he turned and looked at me with a smile

P- you still have this
E- well yeah it's comfy and reminds me of you, to bad it doesn't smell like you anymore
P- you really did miss me
E- of course I did I love you
P- ok now Ik we both have had a lot to drink

When I got dressed paddy tucked me in my bed and planted a kiss on the top of my head and was about to walk out the door when I stopped him

E- paddy can you stay and watch a movie with me
P- ok but only if it's scary
E- really you now how I am with them
P- ok well i guess I will see you tomorrow
E- OK, ok fine
P- yay

We put on scream and then Halloween but I feel asleep in the middle of Friday 13th

When I woke up I was about to get up when I was pinned to the bed my a force, then I saw that the force was paddy's arm snakes around my waist and our legs intertwined, I turn on my side to face him and came closer to him and put my head in his neck and just enjoyed the moment before it could run away.