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I ended falling back asleep after snuggling with paddy but when I woke up he was gone. I brushed my teeth and had a shower, and then got changed and I really didn't want today to come so fast but there are somethings you have to be brave for and just do it, so I walked down the stairs to see the Holland's, zendaya and Amy.

E- girls I need to talk to you
P- that works out cause I got to talk to the boys now as well

The girls followed me to my room, when I told them what was happening they were sad but also happy for me because they knew I want this really bad,

We all went down stairs and I saw that paddy was gone so I just told the other boys what was happening, and they all just smiled and gave me a Holland's group hug, and then Harrison said " I'm proud of you sis".

As they say went on everyone had left so I was sat alone with my thoughts until I heard a 'ping' come from my phone, when I picked it up it said "padster has texted you"

Padster❤️‍🩹

P- hey el can we talk

E- sure come to mine

P- ok I will be there in 15




I decided this is the time to tell him, I just hope he takes this the same way everyone else has. Not even 10 minutes after paddy's text I heard a knock on my door so I jumped out of my bed and ran down the stairs to open the door and submerge paddy in my bare hugs, I let him go and he came inside.

P- Ella...
E- ok what's wrong your calling me by my full name
P- I have something to tell you and I'm scared it's going to hurt you
E- I have to tell you something too and I have been putting it off for some time.
P- both say it on the Count of 3,
1,2,3
E/p- I have to go to America

We looked at each other in shock

E- I'm filming a movie in Atlanta
P- me too ok this is getting weird
E- well I'm happy for you
P- I'm happy for you too, I know I'm not supposed to say but you'll never guess who I'm filming for,,,
E- i so t know who
P- MARVEL. I'm going to be in a fucking marvel move how sick is that
E- that's amazing pads I couldn't be anymore happier for you, let's go celebrate by getting food

We ended going to KFC and then eating in a park on the swings, which every time you moved made a awful noise.

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