| Amani 🥀 POV |
february 2
so i'm in my room right now not doing anything. i haven't been out the house in 2 weeks.
"i haven't been out my room since i had that whole mealtdown
"mani" lay said coming into my room
"what alayshia" i said "can i please talk to you" she said and i sighed "no you can't not i'm busy bye" i said
"no your not finna keep pushing me out when i want to talk, it's been 3 weeks since you haven't talked to us, and all i want is for my big sister to just LISTEN TO ME FOR ONE SEC, i have been going through a lot right now okay, and your the one that i want to talk to, MY MOTHER DIED OKAY, i just wanted to talk to you, but you keep pushing me out, ITS LIKE YOU DONT EVEN RECOGNIZE ME OR US ANYMORE, YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND THAT WE HAVE PROBLEMS TO, do you see me sitting up in my room all down drowning in my sorrows, NO YOU DONT , so you need to get your ass up and go to therapy, cause all i want from you right now is to get better and to be the sister that i known, it's like i don't even know you anymore, and you don't wanna talk to nobody like how, you haven't cried since your baby died, you act like nothing is wrong when everything is wrong, just go get some therapy and do better" lay said crying
"you n-need therapy it had a place where you can go by that new hair salon go now" she said leaving my room
that really hurted me seeing my sister crying and i have been pushing her out. i guess i'll go get some therapy when i don't need it.
i picked up my phone to call jordan but he didn't answer. i called him two more times and he didn't answer
i went to safari and search the place up. When i found it i clicked on the number and called it
"Hello this is ms.wall speaking" some lady said and i sighed
"um is this the therapy place" i said "yes it is how may i help you" ms.wall said
"can i get an appointment whenever your free" i said pacing around my room
"yes ma'am and whats the name" she said "it's amani brown" i said
"wait so here's the thing somebody came is told me stuff about you so i've been waiting on you ms.brown" she said and i scrunched my face up
"oh okay" i said "we'll you can come by at 12" she said "okay" i said
its 10:37 right now so i went into the bathroom and ran some water
i got in and did a few scrubs and then got out. i went into my closet and got a white tank top that showed my belly piercing with some jean pants. i got my white air forces as well.
i sprayed some perfume on me and put some deodorant on. i flat ironed my hair and then got all my belongings together. i checked the time and it was 11:43
"oh shit" i said rushing downstairs going out the door. i got into my car, cranked it up, and sped off
~at the place~
i got out and went into the building. it looked so nice in here.
i walled to the front desk. "i'm looking for ms.wells" i said
"if you got down that hall right there you will make a right and it's the 2nd door to the left" she said and i nodded following her directions
i knocked on the door and then some women came to the door
"you must be amani i'm ms.wall" ms.wall said opening the door more so i can come in
"hey" i said as i sat on the couch snd she sat in her seat
