AMani 🥀 POV
October 2nd
so it been a few weeks since i haven't talked to the gang or been home
during this lil vacation that i am in right now, it made me think that i don't need people in my life, im the only one that's gonna need me and be there for me
but i don't have anymore clothes with me so it's time to go home now
i had ordered me a ticket back home two days ago, so now i just gotta pack and get ready to leave, the plane leaves at 6:30 in the morning and it's currently 12:51 at night
after i got done packing my clothes, i took a bath and now it's time tgt sleep
i've been thinking that i need god in my life, he's been with me since everything, losing my parents, friends, suicides, death, fights, every single thing!
so i feel like i should pray tonight, bitch i don't ever pray so wtf im praying fa now, idk
"god, i want you to cover me as i get on this plane in a few hours, i want you to watch over me and make sure that i don't crash and die, cause it's not my time now, i need you to check up on my fam and see if their doing all right, i want you to make sure that nothing happens, i also want you to heal me, i want you to heal all of them wounds that i have, i want you to heal the fam, but anyways i just want yo thank you for everything you have done for me and what your going to do , but that will be it for tonight, amen" i said
i sat an alarm for 4 in the morning and i closed my eyes
4:00 am
as the alarm rung, i ended it and got up. i went to go brush my teeth and put some clothes on
i put on this black and white jumpsuit that i'm going to where my black crocs with
i made sure that i wasn't leaving anything and i grabbed my stuff heading out the door
i went into the elevator and pressed 1, as i got off the elevator, i handed the front desk lady the key, signing out
i called a taxi and it's going to be here in 15 minutes, so i decided to just sit in the lounge and wait.
a few minutes later a notification popped up on my phone and it said the uber was outside, so i grabbed my stuff and headed out
"uber for ms.brown" the man said "yes that's me" i said and he put my suitcase in the truck then i got in
"so where are we going" the uber said "to the airport " i said and he nodded driving away
at the airport~
"thank you sir, and i sent you the money in cash app" i said "okay got it, have a great time" he said "i'll try" i said as i grabbed my suitcase and went into the airport
i sat down on the lobby thingy, and on the screen it said 'Alanta ,GA, Plane 394, 6:30 am', it is currently 5:47 am, i got 43 minutes
my phone started ringing and i noticed that it was lay
"hey lil one" i said as the phone connected "hey girlll" she said "why you up this late" i said
"because me and momma can't sleep so we're up watching a movie" she said "oh dws" i said
"i misssss youuuuu stankaaa" she whined " i missed you moree" i said
"wyd" she said "umm watching freedom writers" i said "that's a good movie" she said "yeppp, where's dukes" i said
"your on speaker" she said "hey sweetsssss" my momma said "hey dukessss" i said
"you doing alright " momma said "yes ma'am hbu" i said
