|Amani 🥀 POV|
June 16
as we riding to the hospital i was in shocked that he got into a wreck
but i continued eating but a bitch was hungry and it was good
we pulled into the hospital and find a place to park at
"y'all can go in, i'm not finished with my food yet" i said
"guh getchu ass out this car, you got a crumb left and talkin bout i still got food left" jay said
"stop allat cussing" dukes said "sorry" jay said
"these shows take forever to put on" i said "girl you got slides" lay said
"GET OUT" dukes yelled and i slid my slides on
"come on" cam said "can i get on you back" i said nodded
"yayyyyyyyy" i said as i hopped on his back and he clothes the door
"oh lord" my momma said
"welcome to north hillber hospital" the front desk lady said as we entered the room
"hi what room is jordan williams in" my momma asked
"third floor room 206" the lady said and we nodded walking
"i have to use the bathroom so i'll be back" i said as i jumped off cam back
"you need me to come with you" lay said "i'm good" i said
i went into the bathroom and a unknown number had called me
"hello you have an incoming call from Kay Washington from the County Jail, Press 1 to speak, Press 2-" the phone said and i pressed one
"hello" kay said "hey guh" i said "h-how you b-been" she said
"what's wrong" i said "girl i just found out my momma died" she said as she started to cry
"omg i wanna hug you but i can't" i said and i sat on the sink counter
"she was my everything yo" she said and i instantly felt bad
"i felt the same way but here's the thing, people come and go, and you have to accept the fact that your momma died, ik that your momma and that you loved her dearly, put yk she wasn't going to be with you forever liked you expected, you have to be a better person, and you have to make you momma proud l cause that's what she wanted, ik im not a good person and ik that i haven't made my momma proud but you have to be strong and be a good person so you can get out of jail and go see your momma" i said as tears started to come down my eyes
"i-i just w-anted a last h-hug yk" she said "that's how i felt about my momma, i just wanted a hug or to hear her call my name" i said
"i don't have nobody else" she said "yes you do, you have me, and when i lost my parents, i pushed everybody away, and i stayed to myself, i didn't let nobody in and im not gonna let you do that to yourself, the boys that in jail can be you family okay, and i promise you they will stay with you" i said
"thank you so much mani and it's time to go so i'll talk to you later love you" she said "love you to" i said
the phone hung up and i sat there for a second before breaking down
a few minutes passed by and i eventually stopped crying
i grabbed some tissues and wiped my face so no one would know that i was crying
i walked out the bathroom and headed to the elevator.
as i made my way to the elevator i went up to jordan's room
the elevator open and i saw jordan's room and i just sat in the chair outside
i sat their and scrolling threw instagram until the door opened and it was my momma
"hey baby" dukes said "hey" i said
"let me tell you something, as i were supposedly died i watch you grow up, you would always come to visit me, and you would be in depression, as you were in that stage who was there with you, jordan was there and the rest of them, they're your family and you can't push jordan away, you have to go in their and talk to him because he didn't cheat on you mani" my momma said laughing
"and i also want you to know that you have always made me proud, and i don't know what going on in that mind but in minds your the most beautiful, talented, creative, independent daughter i have ever had, you the best daughter i could ask for" she said which started to make me cry
"and your also a brave and strong little girl, your strong because you pushed their the depression stage, whenever i was gone you still pushed, and your brave because you do things by yourself, you don't need anybody doing anything for you" my momma said
"now go in there and make your momma proud" she said and i nodded
i opened the door and everybody started looking at me and i wiped my eyes
"we gon let y'all to talk" cam said "bye" lay said and they all walked out of the door
i opened the door and they was all surrounding the door
"dukes get them" i said "GET YALL ASSES AWAY FROM THAT DOOR" dukes yelled and they all jumped moving
"y'all finna go in corners" dukes said and i closed the door
i sat and the chair and started playing with ny fingers
"i wanted to say my bad for going off on you like that and breaking your car" i said and he didn't say anything
"i went off because you were texting some girl which made me mad but it was a prank" i said
"and then you also disrespected me" i said "but i came in here because i felt like it was my fault that caused you accident and you stuck with me through thick and thin, you helped me in a way that i can't explain, and even through we're still not together i can't let die because of me" i said as tears came running down my face
he wasn't saying nothing so i just got up and walked to the door
"i'm sorry" he said as i pulled the handle out then let it go
"i should've told you that i was doing that on her cause i knew how you would react, and it's not your fault that i had got into the reck, i chose to be mad and go striving around the city, and even though we're still not together ima always be here for you" he said and i smiled
"i'm also glad that your outta jail" he said "i am to" i said
"y'all done" lay said as she peeked her head into the door and i nodded
"so yes there's been some crying" jay said as he came to sit next to me
"now yk ha ass just a crybaby" cam said " i am not" i said as a chuckled
after that we kept talking, me and jordan are cool but just not together
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