| Amani 🥀 POV|
march 3rd
so it been a moth since i have been going to therapy and i have been doing much better than what i have been doing
right now i'm laying in my bed with my outfit on. i have a 12 o clock appointment and it's currently 11:34
"i craving a pickle" i said and i went downstairs into the kitchen
a grabbed the pickle jar and ketchup. i got my pickle out and put ketchup on top
"eww wtf type shit you on" lay said coming downstairs and i laughed
"it's good here try some" i said giving her i pickle with ketchup on it
she bit into the pickle and scrunched her face up.
"hell nahhh" she said going to the trash spitting it out
"it's not good" i said while laughing "not it's not" she said
"anyways our bday coming up" i said and he smiled
"ikk i'm excited for my big 18 and your big 20 BIG PURRR" she said and i laughed
"anyways i got to go talk to you later love you" i said
"love you to" she said and i closed the door locking it.
i got in my car, cranked it up, and sped off.
~ at the therapy office~
"hey ms.brown how you doing" ms.walls said ad i came in and lay on the couch
"i'm going good how are you" i said looking at the ceiling
"i'm good so what been going on, what are you think about" ms.walls said
"about killing myself" i said playing with my fingers trying not to laugh
"amani i thought we passed these stage, what's been going on" she said
"GOTCHU" i said and we both laughed
"but i was suppose to show the gang my new house but i haven't yet so that what i'm going to do" i added
"do you feel like it's time" she said "yes they been with me through thick and thin so yes i'm ready" i said
~an hour later~
"okay so it's time to go actually but i'm hoping you would come to the next session on the 5th at 12" she said and i nodded
"yes ma'am i will thank you for everything" i said as i stood up gathering my things
"and amani- ma'am" i said "could you do me a favor and get back friends with jasmine, we'll not friends but yk end the beef and stuff" she said
"yes" i said and i smiled and walked out the door
i walked out of the building and headed to my car. i got in and took off
~at home~
"IMM HOMEEEE" i said as i entered my house
"how was therapy" lay said picking her head up for the couch
"it was good" i said as i kicked my shoes off and layed on the couch
"she was like she wanted me to text jasmine and end whatever we go going and and stuff like that but i think it went good" i added
"so you gon text her or wha" lay said. "i'm gonna do it" i said as i unlocked my phone and went to jasmine contact 'baby killer🔪🩸👼🏽"
