Stupid In Love (Under Major Editing)

Loving it!

im seven months pregnant now ima bout to be eight in two days can you believe it! i havent felt him kick yet:( damien and me have got everything ready for when our little ones here

i havent seen damien latly hes been at work two days in a row its thursday morning and im wide awake and its barley 5

"sweety are you okay"mom asked concernd

"yeah mom im fine"

she rubbed my tummy for the first time and he kicked hard i got teary i finally felt my son kick

"have you and damien thought of a name yet" mom asked

"uh yeah hes gonna be a jr" i smiled

"hes gonna be a cutie" she chuckled"kimber and vanessa are gonna come down again"

"really when" i asked

"when you give birth" she informed" in a month or so"

dang i was less then two months aways from giving birth was i ready to go through all that pain i started online school last month and its actually pretty easy ima ahead in all my classes damien dropped out so he could work more. i could have never pictured my life like this 11 months ago but hey god does things for a reason im thankful for damien he wasnt like most guys he didnt just knock me up and leave me by myself he stuck with me and thats all i could ask for.

its 6:30 and im barely getting ready i was up since five so i took my shower already did my makeup now i just have to get dress none of my clothes fit anymore my big o belly is in the way so i wore a tight white V neck and black tights and my white sandles the went to my ankles im glad my feet werent swollen. as i was spraying perfume on my phone rang it was vanessa

"hey preggo wyd" her voice was so soft

"very cute im just about dont getting ready" i laugh

"true well dang girl i cant believe this is actually happening" she stated" i went over to talk to your dad"

"Vanessa you know he doesnt want nothing to do with me"

"i know but i took him a copy of your ultra sound" she trailed off

"and what did he say" i asked kinda in a panicky voice

"he said that he wants to be apart of your life and the babys" she explained

"well thats not what he said"i snapped" when i told him he just hung up on me"

"idunno baby girl just give him a shot he is your dad you know" she said in a serious tone

maybe vanessa was right mayve i should give him a chance

"your right vanessa i should give it a shot" i agreed

"yay ill tell him"she said happy

after the phone call i felt better i grabbed my purse and went down chrisina and baily my sister and little brother were the only ones here

"weres mom" i asked

"oh she took the daniel and them to there dentist appoinment it was at 7:30" christina said

"Michelle when you have your baby can i be the first to hold him" baily my little brother asked

"of course bailey" i leaned in and gave him a kiss

tom was taking care of the baby baby she wouldnt stop crying

"Michelle" tom called out to me

"yes"