Stupid In Love (Under Major Editing)

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Today is tuesday my mothers funeral and i woke up extra early its 6 i start doing my hair in tight curls and then i move on to my makeup. it was 6:30 when i finshed my makeup

"Damien please get up and get dressed" i scolded him

"okay okay baby girl" he said sitting up on the bed

i then go get my black dress that had the back cut out and i put my grandmothers ring on and then my promise ring.

i then went to get jr ready i put him in his little tux and his tiny little church shoes he looked adorable i brought him to his dad who was just barly getting his tuxedo on.

i laid him on the bed and finshed putting my black sandles i was gonna were heels but didnt really want to i was finished getting ready and start getting the pasteries i made for the mass and damien finally got ready

"babe lets go i have to drop these cakes off at the house" i yell over to damien

"okay baby im coming"

we drove over to the house to drop off the cakes and then followed tom to the church as we seated i could see my dad and his wife in the front row i then see tom and everyone else so me and damien walk to seats next to christina and sit.

the service began and Preist McDaniel began a prayer. and then finally they opened the casket. we arranged row by row so our row went first.

Dad and samantha went first. i could see my dad crying as he kissed my mom on her forehead. christina me and daniel went next.

I cant believe shes actually gone" i sobb

"I know michelle nobody can" daniel said as he rubbed my back

"But we all know she would want us to be happy" christina added

"I know" i whisper as i kiss my mom. i then put my grandmothers ring on my mothers finger i hugged christina and daniel and as we walked back twords damien we watched as tom broke down looking at my mother lay in that casket

after the church we invited everyone back to the house

as i was putting my son in my car ashley approach me

"Hey michelle im so sorry for your lost" she hugged me "If you ever need anything call me" she handed me a peice of paper

"Thanks ashley" i smile "Are you coming over"

"Uh yeah " she smiled "see you in a bit" she waved and walked off

"What was that about"Damien asked as i got in the passerger seat

"Calm down papa bear she was just" i didnt finish my sentence

"what" he asked" what did she say"

"Just that she was sorry" i explain

"mmm"

the rest of the car ride was silent as we pulled up i saw people were already here.

"Oh Michelle is that you" my aunt Victoria yelled from the door

"Yes aunt its me" i smile as i hug her

" your so beautiful" she smiled" and oh is this the little man" she smiled pulling up the blanket that was covering the car seat

"Yes" i say

i then walked over to tom

"Tom i thought we were gonna bury my mom after the church" i say confused

"Oh i had the bural postponed to tomarrow morning at 9 am" she rubbed my back

"Oh ookay "

i went to go check on bailey and my other siblings who were all playing in the back.

as i was walking back i was greeted by so many people who knew me but i had no clue who they were.

as 12 hit me and damien headed home cause jr was starting to get fussy.

"Ughh were finally home" damien laid out on the couch

"right its time for jrs nap" i laugh" ima go put him to sleep babe ill be back"

"okay "

i but my son down to sleep and headed back to the living room jumping besides him

"So babe what you wanna do" damien asked

"I dont babe" i say as im thinking" ooo we should rent movies from redbox"

"Good idea" damien says as he kissed me "chines takeout"

"No babe we should home cook" i suggest

"Okay babe ill go pick up the movies" he smiles and kissed me

"Ill start cooking in a little im still kinda full" i chuckle

as damien left i got up to put the chicken to defrost. and then i sat and watched tv my phone started buzzing

"hello"

"Michelle hey its collin"

"oh hey whats up"

"Its christina she came to my house freaking out"

"is she okay"

"shes freaking out saying something about tom"

"Put her on"

i talked to christina and she told me that she and tom had got into an arguement after everyone left the house and tom had hit her

"Come stay with me kristi" i encourged her

"Are you sure michelle i dont wanna be a burdan"

"Oh dont be silly" i yell at her

i then asked collin to drop her off and as i waited i started getting the room ready for her

"Hey babe" damien walks in "what are you doing"

"Getting the room ready for christina" i say "Ill explain later"

"okay well babe i brought the conjuring, Oujii and your favorite the american sniper"he smiled

"aww babe your the best" i blow him a kiss

"I also picked up your salted carmel ice cream" he teased

"I love you damien i really do" i smile

" i love you to michelle"

then christina and collin showed up

i showed her to her room and then we watched tv till 4 thats when i started making dinner

i made home made orange chicken and noodles and as i finished damien put on the american sniper.

"the foods ready" i yelled

they came and grabbed their food and we ran to the livingroom jr was up but i love it cause hes calm . after the movie it was barley gonna be seven and i was tired but we ended up eating ice cream and watching the conjuring

that movie was scary so when we went to bed i made my son sleep with me

everyone was asleep and i was having trouble but after awhile i drifted off to sleep .

The Next Morning......

i woke up at 8 i took a quick shower and dried my hair.

"Damien wake up" i yelled to him

"Im up im up" he sat up

i then finished straightning my hair and my makeup

i walked over to my closet and tried finding something to wear i found a little white dress it was beautiful so i wore that and my peach toms damien finished getting dress so now i just had the baby to get ready

"Are you ready michelle its already 8:40" damien reminded me

"yeah babe im coming" i say jr in my hand

i walked to the car and drove straight to the grave yard and as we pulled up i could see tom and everyone standing around the casket we got out and i put jr in his stroller and we walked i ran in to my cousins and aunts , uncles it was nice to see them. it came to the bural and so everyone put their roses in and tom was last and then the music started playing and they lowerd my mother into the hole she was gone forever.