𝑻𝒂𝒌𝒐𝒕𝒔𝒖𝒃𝒐 {Miya Atsumu}

~ 𝒪𝒸𝓉𝑜𝒷𝑒𝓇-³⁵

(This is how I imagine Hina.)

~^*^~

October 3, 2021

Months had passed.
Months without speaking to him.

After he left my life was catastrophic.
Bokuto asked me what was the letter I wrote to Atsumu, he didn't understand my decision. No one understood why I wrote this letter.
This letter where I said that Atsumu and I was impossible and that I didn't want him.
I didn't talk to my friends for several days. I stayed in the hospital on my own.
After I was released, after two weeks of rest in this white room that smelled like medical products, Bokuto started talking to me, Michi and the rest again.
Jada, She never stopped, she was the only one who came to see me with Tengoku.

At the beginning of June, the national tournament started. The fucking tournament I should have been in if I hadn't been so weak.
I attended, only for Tengoku.

At the end of June I started to be able to train again, not long but my body could.

But it was all superfluous.
My training, my smiles, my laughs, everything was superfluous.

In July, I met someone.
To tell the truth, I already knew him and I shouldn't have done what I did. I should never have dated Atsumu's friend.

Suna Rintaro was a really good person.
Sex was good with him, he was funny, didn't take up a place in my life and made me forget Miya.

But I had lied to him, I had lied to everyone.
Upon returning from the Volleyball Nation Leagues, Atsumu had tried to contact me. I hadn't answered any of his calls.
But during the Olympics, I saw him again.
I slept with him.
They had lost against Brazil during the day, and in the evening he had left the Olympic village to show up at my house, completely drunk.
We hadn't spoken for a second, we had pounced on each other after weeks without seeing each other.
He left immediately after, apologizing.
I regretted.
I was with Rin when he and I were nothing.
But he didn't seem to know that I was with his friend.
Since that evening, we had not spoken, a few days later he finally learned that I was in a relationship. He had argued with Suna and stopped talking to each other.

Now I was in Berlin, my internship got me a spot and I was going to swim in Germany for a whole season. Tengoku and Allan had also secured a seat to my delight.

"Baby ? What are you thinking ?"

"Nothing in particular." I answered, turning to Rin. "It must be really beautiful today. Too bad you're going already."

Suna grabbed me by the waist and pressed me to his chest.

"I've already managed to take a week off. And you need a rest too ! The season is about to start."

"Even if you had stayed longer I could have rested." I replied, kissing him.

"I know baby, I know." He said responding to my kiss. "I'm going to have to go, recording has already started."

We made our way to the departure lounge and after several goodbye kisses. Suna disappeared, sending me one last kiss in the air.

Arriving outside the airport, I grabbed my phone and texted my friend.

"Rintaro is gone. Shall we have some coffee in the mall ?"

Tengoku answered me directly with an affirmative answer and I then headed for the first taxi I could find.

Head down and covered with my eternal hat, my hand went to the handle of the car. But another hand landed at the same time.

"Hina ?" The voice beside me was surprised.

This voice.
A voice far too recognizable.

I looked up, scared to recognize the person next to me.

"Atsumu ?"