Hurting so good

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Jimin POV:

" Kookie wake up! " I said enthusiastically while he just turned around in his bed . I made myself on top of him and whispered " wake up kookie don't be a bad boy" I said and he looked at me with a glare .

" Why are you so annoying hyung! No one will be this clingy with me, why are you always being like this with me ? " he said harshly still glaring.

" But I just woke you up to eat breakfast " I said feeling low

" Did I asked you to do that?! I am a grown up 19 year old one I know what to do hyung . You don't need to be this clingy ." I just looked at him sad ,hurt. But his eyes held nothing but dislike

" First get off me you are so heavy!! Ah why are you aish just go!" He spatted harshly again . I quickly made my way out and mumbling a come to eat before going out

" Maybe he is just in bad mood yeah maybe..."I said to myself and sat with members to eat

" Where is kook?!" Asked tae .ah yes he would .

" He said he will come soon " I said and started eating but I don't really feel hungry now he said I am heavy I should lose weight maybe he may like me yeah tae is skinny so when I get skinny like him , he will like me too. I got up with half eaten Plate.

" Yah! Jiminie where are you going? eat fully first!" Jin hyung says

" No hyung I am full, the food is delicious by the way ,thank you " I said and left without anyother words.

After one month:

It still continues I never eat much just some cereal and water that's it for breakfast and dinner. Hyungs got worried but I just said I am full . I am now lean tho... It really pays without eating much and work and dance practice . But kookie still remains the same I did not wake him up these days too ,but it got replaced by tae for which they both always laugh and smile and talk.

" Hey kookie do you wanna hangout with me ?!" I asked fake excited even though I knew what he is gonna say .

" Um.. sorry hyung but I am busy today!" He replied not even looking at me.

" But today is our free day kook"I whispered

" yes! But its not like I wanna surely go out with you and waste my day" he said and there a breaking sound again oh where? Inside my heart .he really doesn't mind right?!.

" Ah...ok" I said and went back to my room.

Later after few hours . I woke up after sleep and went out and saw all members except tae and kook.

" Hobi hyung where is tae and koo?" I asked

" Oh, They went out few hours before seems like they wanna go out and enjoy" hobi hyung said...oh he doesn't liked to spend his time with me telling it's waste of time but with tae ..it's other way around i guess ....

" Ah! ok hyung I will go sleep " I said and went to my room I didn't ate this full day without others knowing .

" Maybe after doing what I planned I wouldn't be this hurt" I said to myself and went back to sleep letting myself into the darkness

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