Seriously, I dunno how to keep in touch with virtual (online) friends anymore! I lost the eagerness of keeping a many-miles-apart-friendship years ago. What difference would it make? They will just ignore and forget me completely. I always end up in pain of losing some good friends! I always end up getting hurt! Tell me, what good does it do to me?
However, if someone wants to talk to me, I entertain them. I'm not a snob. Just expect that I won't message you first! I already stopped making the first move and starting a conversation first. Apparently, I don't talk to any of the people here lately. I can tell that I've totally changed now. I don't easily feel bad whenever they stop talking to me. I'm still emotional though. It's just that I learned from my past experiences of having lots of virtual friends. It even came to the point of wanting to meet them in person. But now? I don't mind not seeing them! ^.^ But they won't be forgotten. In fact, I think of them sometimes. They never leave in my heart and mind even if they forget me now. I know I'm just a familiar stranger to them now or even I'm a stranger to them again. Like if I choose to talk to them again at this very moment, I will be back at square one. They won't remember me! The very thought of it hurts me. That's why I will never try keeping in touch with them again. Gonna save my tears this time! ^()^ That's it! Sorry for blabbing! Ahahaha! :P
Yuchae Moon
June 23, 2016
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Unheard Voice and Unexpressed Feelings [2012-2016]
Random[2012-2016] This book consists of my nonsense ramblings, thoughts, experiences, observations, and vents. You'll get to know me through these short writings. So, before you make your judgment, try to read me first! :D Thank you! I decided to write w...