Sickly in love [Miyamura x reader]{Horimiya}

Chapter 18

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The two parted away at the same time and looked at each other in the eyes

"This is wrong," they both said in union

Y/n chuckled as she started tearing up

"I'm glad you two know," Kitaro said as he walked up to the two

"Kitaro" Y/n looked at him in shock as she stepped away from Miyamura

"I ca-" y/n was stopped by Kitaro grabbing her face and forcefully pulling her towards him

Y/n closed her eyes tightly out of fear that she's will get hurt

"What are you doing!?" She heard Miyamura yell before she fell to the ground

She open her eyes to see what happened, she saw Miyamura gripping onto Kitaro hand

She stood up
Kitaro pulled away his hand

"I wasn't going to hurt her if that was your concern," Kitaro said

"Y/n, so he was the one you loved before?" Kitaro asked

Y/n nod

Kitaro walked up to Y/n
And held her hands

As tears flow from her eyes, y/n backed away
Kitaro looked at her with shock, confusion and sadness mixed

"I'm sorry Kitaro, I-"

"You love Miyamura?" Kitaro asked

"No," y/n said

Miyamura looked at her with the same expression as Kitaro
She saw his expression and realized what she said

"I mean yes, I love Miyamura but I love you to Kitaro," Y/n said

"I just don't know okay, I don't know," y/n said with tears falling from her eyes
She started breathing heavily

"Y/n, breathe, breathe okay," Miyamura said in a calm voice as he walked up to y/n

"You don't have to care about me, it's my fault, if I didn't tell you my feelings you wouldn't have to go through this, I ruined your relationship with Kitaro, you don't have to love me, and I'm okay with that, I could be with anyone else but I'll still love you because you have the key to my heart and my heart belongs to you, always," Miyamura said as he stared lovingly into Y/n's eyes

"Miya-" Y/n was cut off by Miyamura kissing her forehead

"Bye N/n," he said as he walked away

Y/n watched as one of her loves walked away

"Look Y/n, I-" Kitaro said as he walked up to Y/n but was stopped by y/n holding his hands

"Kitaro please" she looked up at him with teary eyes

"Please don't break up with me," she said as she got on her knees

"Please Kitaro, please don't don't say you want to break up, I'm begging you I love you too much," she said

"I know you saw me kiss Miyamura and it's true, I love him as well, I just don't know who I want to live myself with, but please," Y/n said

Kitaro got on his knees, so now they were eye level

"Y/n, I don't want to break up with you, never, but we've been together for maybe about four months, four months, and every day you make me fall madly in love with you and seeing you kiss Miyamura and telling him how much you love him broke my heart into pieces," Kitaro said

"W-what are you saying Kitaro?" Y/n asked

"I don't think you love as much as you say you do and I want to keep my distance from you until you figure out your feelings," Kitaro said

"But, Kitaro I" y/n tried to find something to Say

Kitaro watched her and shook his head in a no motion

"It's only until you figure out who you love, I know I would always love you no matter who you pick and even now that I can't be with you for the while I'll always love you," Kitaro said before he gently kissed y/n

"Goodbye love," he said then got up and left

Y/n tears never stopped flowing, she looked at another love of her's left her

She sat there on the ground for a second before getting up and going inside

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Y/n walked inside and saw her father and Ena sitting down on the floor watching TV

Rin turned to see y/n standing there watching them
He looked at her and saw her eyes running with tears and her nose dripping with blood

He rushed over to her and asked if she's okay but shove him away

His heart ached as he regretted his life decisions

"Y/n I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, for everything, I'm sorry for everything I have done to you, I hope you can forgive me" Rin apologized to Y/n who had her back turned and head down

Seeing that his daughter gave no response, he dropped his head in sadness

"Well, bye-bye y/n," he said as he turned around

Y/n looked up at him and saw him leaving

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Everyone's just leaving
Because of me
I'm back right at the start again
Alone
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Y/n dropped to the floor crying

"Why, Why me, Why, Why..." Are the words she repeated as she sobbed

Ena cautiously walked up to her

"Y/n?" She asked softly

Y/n slowly lifted her head to see Ena standing in front of her with a worried look on her face

"Ena...I'm so sorry" Y/n said

"Sorry for what?" Ena asked

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Sorry for everything
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