Angels deserve to die-Larry Stylinson

chapter 9 (edited)

"welcome back to effi tv we're here with the british boy band one direction! hello boys"

i smiled as niall spoke up "i'm actually irish" and we all giggled

the interviewer nodded and apologized before speaking again "so i wanted to address the elephant in the room, we've been seeing a few interviews here and there from zayn, liam, louis, and niall these past six months but nothing from harry. now harry is sitting here with us today but where have you been for the past few months harry?"

i looked at louis and took a deep breath he nodded and i looked down at my hands , "i've been having a hard time the past few years and everything i was feeling got worse recently" i stopped when i felt like i was about to start crying, we're not gonna take it there today on television

louis continued for me "harry had some mental health struggles and he got help for a few months"

i looked back at him and took a shaky breath "i was self harming a lot and i was really suicidal. i hurt myself too much a few months ago and i had to get stitches which led to me getting some professional mental health help and now i'm doing a lot better"

"that's good to hear harry"

the interview went on but i tuned out, how would the fans react to this? were they gonna be supportive of me?

the rest of the day went by in a blur, louis had changed all my social media passwords and i couldn't figure them out. he wouldn't check twitter for me either so we laid in bed together cuddling and watching some junky reality tv show.

"lou" i whispered and he turned his head to look at me "can we please check it, it's making me so anxious to not know"

he sighed "let me check it first and then i'll show you okay?"

louis sat on his phone for what seemed like 20 minutes and in all reality it might have been but it was probably 5 minutes. i tried so hard to read his facial expressions but i couldn't tell if it was going to be good news or bad news

"um okay harry, go for it" he said handing me his phone and resting his head on my shoulder so he could see what i was looking at

i looked at the page his phone was left on, my name was trending on twitter. the reviews were in, the fans were a mix of supportive, happy for me, a few angry ones that they didn't notice, and then a solid amount of people who don't believe me.

i looked back to louis and smiled, letting a tear fall from my eye "i hope that's a happy tear" louis said wiping it away and i nodded

"they're supportive. well most of them"

he smiled "i love you" he said kissing my forehead

"i love you too"