hated | stray kids 9th member | Bangchan ff| Book 1 | Completed

chapter-18 ┌|∵|┘♪

after i ended the call i felt very uneasy. i started breathing heavily. i held edge of my bed and right now i was fucking breathing heavily. I couldn't hold it. I wanted to scream. I had pain in my chest.

my heart is beating fast. shit i am having a panic attack. i tried walking towards my drawer which was on the other side of bed but unfortunately my legs gave up.....again.

and fell on the floor my head hitting the ground and yes me passing out.

Chan's pov

it's almost night and i think the guard is gone for a break. so yes i am sneaking in the girls dorm. I'm not a pervert. Just for her I am doing this. I don't care if I get cought.

i really need to clear it for ji ah even if she wants to break up i want to tell her that she's the only one i love.

i walked slowly towards her room and suddenly a hand patted on my shoulders. shit.

i slowly turned around and saw sana noona

"noona?" i whispered

"what the hell are you doing here after cheating on ji ah" she said, she really seemed pissed

"i- i am here to talk to her and clear it that i am not cheating on her and i still love her" i said confidently

" like she will believe" noona scoffed

"what do i say then?" i asked

" whatever, this is the first and last time i am allowing you to talk to her" she said said and went to her room

i smiled at her reaction but then started walking towards ji ah's room.

i don't wanna scare her so i knocked first.

no answer?

i knocked again and again no answer so i just opened the door and saw ji ah on the ground(A/N- again and again and again and agin....wae kureagi molla / everything i need is on the ground )

oh my god what happened to her? i ran towards her and tried to wake her up

"ji ah!! ji ah!!" i yelled

i picked her up in bridal style and ran to the twice room. i don't know if i should take her to the hospital so i took her to noona's. i was at the verge of crying. At the very peak but tried holding it.

"noona! noona!" i said standing at the door

i heard jihyo noona saying "what is it!?" and i just barged inside

"what did you do?" sana noona said as she changed her expression from worried to worried + angry

" when i- i entered her room she was on t-the floor" i said as i sobbed

nayeon noona looked calm but worried at the same time. she went to a table and picked a big box. sana noona told me to lay ji ah on one of the bed so i laid her down and held her hands

nayeon unnie came to ji ah with the box. she pushed me aside and took ji ah's hand. she checked her pulse and then idk what she did cause i was kicked out of the room.

ji ah pov

i woke up....in a different room?

"where am i ?" i said as i tried sitting down

my hands flew to my head as it started hurting

"are you fine?" dahyun unnie said and sat beside me

"now i am" i said and forced a smile

"chan came, do you wanna meet him?" sana unnie said coldly with her arms crossed.