Curse of agony (Completed)✔️ [Vampire]

Chapter-38 Gave up on us

My mind was blank, numb, I don't know. Out of all the worst-case scenario I imagined, this is definitely not one of them. The person she is running away from, it's me and I have no freaking clue about it.

I mean, of course in my past, I wasn't a person you look up to and I have made my own share of mistakes. Name a bad thing and I would've done it. But I don't remember seeing her in past, she is my mate, I swear, if I saw her then, I would've probably taken her with me, either forcefully or would have lured her with me.

The person I am today and the past me is completely different. I was selfish, I always got what I wanted, be it power or people. If I have met my mate that time, I am sure that she would have hated me with all her might.

'She hates you too, well the vampire king,' a voice reminded me.

How am I supposed to tell that I am the person she's running away from?

The person who she hates with her everything, the person who's she afraid of, how am I supposed to tell her that?

I am that person who ruined her life without even me knowing a shit about it. I have no freaking clue on why she is running away from me.

She'll leave me if I tell her the truth, I cannot do that, I don't want her to hate me.

"It's okay, I won't ask you to choose," she whispered and left.

What the heck does she mean by that?

I won't ask you to choose?

Oh shit, she thinks I am a loyal follower of the king but how am I supposed to tell her that I am that shitty king.

What I still don't get is why is she running away from the king? What did she do for me to go on a killing spree or that's what she tells?

"What the hell is your mate doing there?" Carter yelled from downstairs.

When I went down, I saw my mate letting herself dragged inside the water as waves rushed through her. It didn't look like she was struggling, it was like she wanted it to take her away, like she wanted to die.

Shit, is it because of me?

Is she dying because of the vampire king's torture or my reaction to the truth?

Shit, either way it's because of me she's trying to kill herself.

What have I done?

"What the hell... Shit... Luna," I yelled frantically, trying to get her back. But the waves took her deeper and deeper.

A part of me hoped that she would struggle instead of accepting this death, I wanted her to fight for me, for us. I wanted her to accept the bond and accept me but as seconds passed, I realized that she gave up of us just like that.

It hurt; hurt like hell that I fell down on the ground due to the pain surged through me from our mate bond. I wanted to go save her but it's like my whole body froze and my mind went numb.