𝗿𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘀𝗼𝗱𝘆, 𝗳.𝘄

• 𝗱𝗶𝗮𝗿𝘆 𝗼𝗳 𝗮 𝘁𝗲𝗲𝗻𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 •

aged up to 17+
yeah
i hate this
kinda short

watch out for spelling mistakes!

"трепет, детка, у тебя слабые колени?" boris laughed, waving my diary around in his hands.

"boris! that's not funny give it back!" i exclaimed, chasing him around the kitchen counter.

"да! you're blushing!" he grinned, running out the door with my top secret writing. i ran after him, watching as he slid into my empty underground pool.

i huffed & stomped my foot, "boris! why are you doing this to me?!" whining, i went to go into the pool after him before he looked up & slowly backed away from me. "you hide secrets from your boyfriend, eh?"

i rolled my eyes & continued after him while he read the ink filled pages. i finally caught up to him & yanked my journal back, missing his annoyed expression. "you think about breaking up with me?"

it took me a moment before i realized what i had written weeks ago, when boris was only doing drugs & we would constantly fight.

i stared at him with wide eyes while he glared at me & shook his head, "fine! no more boyfriend for you!" he huffed.

"i told you to give it back..." i told him before he ignored me & left me out in the pool while he walked home.

i closed my eyes & cursed myself, why the fuck did i even keep that page? i went to go chase after him but he was already gone.

humming to myself, i went to bed upset that night. it wasn't a lie, i was so angry & hurt after every fight with him & i always write down my feelings.

i grabbed my pen & diary & wrote half a page of what had just happened. i expressed my anger & sadness, but what turned to half a page, turned into multiple. i sat there for almost two hours writing before i finally sat my pen down, closed my diary & went to sleep.

—

that morning i decided to talk to theo about it, he would know what to do. maybe he could talk to boris for me or he could convince him to understand my feelings & not go through my things.

i walked to his house, feeling the heat beating down onto my skin since it hadn't got cold outside yet, only at night it would get chilly.

i made it up the steps & knocked three times, waiting impatiently for the boy. moments later, theo answered the door with his hair matted & he was in his pajama's. he squinted at me before his eyes widened. he glanced back into the house before looking at me. "y/n, i don't know if nows a good time-"

"-i really need your help, theo. please help me... it's boris, he's angry at me because he went through my stuff & found out i wanted to break up with him weeks ago-"

"-y/n, i don't think you understand. he's here. right now." he told me, an anxious expression on his face. i raised my eyebrows, "is he still upset?"

the hesitantly nodded. "kept me up all last night with his blabbering & whining, ranting to me every five minutes... & just when i thought he was done, he would start again." the boy threw his hands in the air.

i shook my head & looked down, looking back up at him after, "can i come in? i need to talk to him."

theo thought about it for a moment, but still moved out of the way so i could talk to boris. i walked to the living room where he was sprawled out on the couch, watching tv.

i walked in front of it & he looked up at me with droopy, red eyes before rolling them & turning over.

"boris, please! just talk to me."

he waited a second before turning back over to face me, "nooo, you want boyfriend who doesn't have a fucked up dad. one who doesn't spend his days doing drugs & 'ignoring his girlfriend' or whatever." he sarcastically said.

i rolled my eyes & crouched down to look at him. he stared back at me before sticking his tongue out. i chuckled at his childness but went back to staring at him. "i wrote that like, almost a month ago... i don't really think that of you. i was upset because i felt ignored."

boris leaned forward & grabbed my hand. "but still... the way you wrote it made me feel like shit. i know i'm not the best boyfriend but i try so hard for you, i really do."

i nodded & moved some of his wild hair from his face. "let's just settle this, i won't write specific things about you anymore & you won't go through my things?" i asked him.

i smiled & nodded, moving over so i could lay down with him while he kissed my cheek & cuddled me.

"thank god, now i don't have to listen to you cry anymore!" theo told boris, walking past us to the kitchen to eat breakfast.

i looked over at my boyfriend, "you were crying?"

"maybe..."

трепет, детка, у тебя слабые колени? - awe baby, i make you weak at the knees?

да! - yes!

877 wc
kinda short, my bad.
not checked
this sucks, anyways how are y'all? talk to me in the comments?