hi, it's me.
i'm sure you've been aware of my absence on this app. i wanna start this off by saying i will no longer be writing. this means no more smut, no more preferences & no more chapters. i'm sure this will upset a lot of you & i'm sorry.
the truth is, even though i am the same age as finn & grew up with him while writing, i feel like i have done something wrong. i know smut is something that almost everyone on this app does but i should have never started writing it.
i am aware that finn said he didn't wanna be sexualized, & i take full responsibility for writing smut about him. i know he doesn't read smut about himself, so he's unaware of my existence, but i still apologize.
i am sorry.
i was in some controversial drama last year & it really did take a toll on me & my mental health.
in a way it helped me to take some time off & realize my mistakes.
this update isn't meant to make anyone sad or hurt, i just simply feel like writing on here is no longer beneficial for me. i don't even come on here to read about finn anymore.
but you guys have helped me grow for the last four years with my writing. whether that was me being influenced by other writers (i never want to take full credit if i'm being honest because they're the true talent), or whether it was motivation from all of your comments, thank you.
this is bittersweet for me, a lot of you are also very talented writers, & i'm so fucking grateful for the friends i've made on this app & the support i've received.
thank you so much for everything,
- slutzphobia.
