PRAVIYA

PART 18 DEAR DAIRY

Pravisht POV- ahhhhh......(paniked)
vo vo chali jayegi voh

Ahhhh

I need to talk to someone right now pata nhi mujhe kya ho raha hai

Ha Ha dev dev ko call karta hu

Pic up tha call dev ......

Dev text- bro I'm in audition can I Plz call you later if not urgent

Shit dev to audition me h usse baat karke usse pareshan nhi kar Sakta ab kya kru kya karu....

Oh ha dairy.............

FLASHBACK

PRAVISHT- to siddhy tumhari best friend h

Priya-ha

Pravisht- par tum bol rahi ho ki last year me tumhari or siddhy ki only 8-9 baar baat hui vo bhi call par
Or tum log pure 2 sal tak mile bhi nhi
How is it even possible?

Priya-are mene bola na vo neet ki preparation kar rahi thi to kese baat karti vo out of Indore rehti thi or rahi baat call ki to mujhe usse disturb karna accha nhi lagta tha
isliye

Pravisht- but fir bhi best friend to best friend hota h zarurat to padti hi h vo bhi hum jese introverts ko to zayada hi padti h
tum kya karti thi fir any other friends

Priya- ha tha na friend but non living friend jisse me,
jab bhi sad ya confuse hoti thi or koi or baat karne ke liye nhi hota tha to me usse baat karti thi

Pravisht- kuch samjh nhi aya
Non living friend matlb

Priya- are buddhu Non living friend matlb meri dairy mujhe jab bhi kisi se baat karne ki zarurat hoti h me apni dil ki sari baate isme likhti hu
Yeh h meri non-living best friend

Pravisht- vah yarr lagta h mujhe bhi ek Non living friend lana padega

Priya- lana nhi padega
kyo ki me yeh le aae hu

Yeh lo tumhare liye lae thi par dena hi bhul gae

Pravisht- thankyou

FLASHBACK END'S

Dairy meri dairy kha gae
Priya ke hote hue isme abhi tak kuch likhne ki zarurat hi nhi padi par aaj yahi meri help karegi

Let's start it with all the emotion's boiling in my heart right now

DEAR DAIRY

After listening to her words, I felt as if someone had put a dagger in my heart.I don't know why but I feel so bad by just a thought of her leaving.

She has become a very good friend of mine in such a short span of time. by the way i have a lot of friends But after Dev, Priya is the only one whom I can call my true friend.

I used to feel very lonely after dev leave show, although we are always on contact on the phone, but due to such a busy schedule, we are unable to meet even if we want to and unable to lighten our hearts too .

But since Priya has come, seems like as if all my loneliness is gone, we meet everyday, laugh together, fight a lot, but love is also the same.

By love, I do not mean love with a relationship and all things , but love with true friendship.

for me Priya and Dev are very special.

My only friends Being an introvert is not only difficult for Priya only, it is also for me.

To find trust full friends
Although

everyone says that I am an actor, so why all this is so difficult for me, so many people I meet everyday, I still face the camera But what should I do, I am an actor, that's why I can hide all this emotion. But meeting new people is equally difficult for me and to trust them is even more difficult.

But not so with Priya If seen, she was also unknown But there was an connection with her from day one.

Deva says I have more feeling for her than friendship I don't know, maybe she's first time seeing my so much attachment to a girl, she felt like this

But I know what's mine she is my best friend just like dev But yes I have definitely got used to Priya. Until I don't get to meet her, I become so restless and everything becomes good as soon as I meet her, she is so special, what should I do? But now I have to keep distance from her so that maybe I can help myself to not gets used to her more now or else I can't even imagine what will happen to me after she leaves.

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Huffffff she was right writing our thoughts in Dairy actually make us feel good

I don't know is she's magician or what even not being around she helped me
But now I really need to sleep otherwise I'll end up thinking all this for whole night

And also from tomorrow I have to execute my plan to ignore her and try to work on my new habit

Yes meeting her, staying with her is my habit now
And so that there is less suffering in the future, I have to leave this habit gradually.