I was on my way. I kept looking back every few min there was a man walking behind me approx 3 meters away. He was far enough for me not to worry but thefact that he is the same man who was standing outside the cafe and has followed me till here. I am not even sure if he really has to go from the same route or he is chasing after me. But, imagining the worst case i have been holding tightly on the pepper spray inside my pocked that not my fingers have started to hurt but I'm too scared to even loose my grip for a sec.
You wanna fight? Try me. Huh, scared already? Fuck it! Stop right there don't even move even a step forward.
I started saying lame things inside my mind to keep me sane and not lose my mind but it's not working. I'm not even sure if i should even go to my apartment or not. What if he gets to k ow where i live and the next night he breaks into while i am asleep. My eyes widened at the very thought. I don't even know karate.
I was regretting the time i spent on social media when i was a teen. I should have learnt karate ,taekwondo, or atleast self defense i was shaken when i saw him still following me.
I hope some car passes by and hits him. If he really is following me with bad thoughts.. Oh God!!
I started reciting Ayat-ul-kursi.
The thought was very late may be because i was panicking but was best.
I kept reciting Ayat-ul-kursi when a dog barked like i has seen a ghost. "AHHHHH" i screamed like i a was attacked by a ghost and started running like crazy not watching where i am going i stopped only when i had no energy to run further in my legs. I looked up to see my apartment few steps ahead me. I looked back confirming if the person was still following me but found no one i waited for a min more to see if he's hiding somewhere near standing infront of apartment.
When i found no one i went inside, throwing my bag on the floor i opened my balcony door sneakly checked outside because my heart still needs to confirm he isn't here beforing slowing down.
I chhecked and again found no one. Maybe he wasn't following me with any particular thought but he was just too drunk and kept following me. See this is why you should not drink. I even have recording of the man following me.
Might post it on social media later, if someone gets me mad.
I didn't take bath tonight and had instant noodles in dinner. Watched some drama and slept.
Ayaan's P.O.V:
I was in cafeteria searching for a seat when i found a seat beside Natasha.
I didn't want to sit but there's no other seat empty. I went towards her and sat beside her.
" hii, eating alone?" I asked her seeing her eating alone. Why aren't shiza and maria with her. The trio always used to be together.
I waited for her to answer but i guess my question bothered her.
"It's ok if you don't want to answer that" i think my question did bother her maybe she had a fight with them. " so.. how's life?" I asked again but she still didn't answer the question. Oh so i get it now, she is ignoring me on purpose, still? So stubborn. I was getting on my nerve that she just keeps ignoring me.
" if you don't want to talk just say so" i told her and went to sit on the other table. Thank god i found an empty chair the moment i turned around because i had stood up not even realizing that there were no seats empty.
I ate my lunch in silence and went out of cafeteria. I look at her every time we are near eachother at least once but she how does she hold herself from.looking at my way?.
It hurts that she doesn't understand me.
If only she had know. But how would she? Did i tell? Sorry for being a coward.
I turned around and looked at her one more time from outside of the cafe and she was still not aware that i have already left.
" whatever it is, i hope it ends soon" i sighed and headed to classroom.
I was focusing on the lecture because on whom i focus wasn't present. I guess we only have 2 subjects same. Earlier they used to feel too less. Not those two lectures feel like forever.
"Do you have extra pen?" The girl sitting beside me asked. And i just shook my head in a 'no'. " Do you" she asked again. Ugh! I hate these attention seekers. " no i don't have" i denied even though i had. Firstly because she keeps disturbing me during lectues and secondly because she isn't in 2nd grade, she is an adult now she should behave responsible now and thirdly how in the hell do you forget your pen in every class i know your not that broke to buy a pen by looking a your fake nails.
Go hit on someone else, i am busy too on mine.
