in the past

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في الماضي جعلت نفسي أعتقد أنني كنت روحا لا قيمة لها

"In the past, i made myself believe i was a worthless soul, full of emptiness and sorrow.
But as soon as i found my Rabb,
all of that changed. I gave my all,
putting my time and effort into people,
when all they gave me in return was temporary happiness,
nothing ever lasted,
everything always came to an end,
and as soon as i'd see the candles light up,
a hefty breeze would blow away the light,
leaving me in the darkest hole,
consumed by my fear and tears.
Allah gave me a meaning,
accepting the fact that hes watching,
no matter what happens in my life,
brings comfort to my heart,
because he is the giver of affairs,
and the one who dries my tears without touching them, he is my Allah,
and no one can replace him."

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