people I put first , put me second

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لماذا انا خائف من البقاء في هذا العالم. لأن الأشخاص الذين أحببتهم كثيرا غادروا دائماً

"Why am i scared to stay in this world?
Because the people i loved most,
always left.
The pain which comes along with this dunya,
i no longer think i can take it.
I've grown,
but also became weak,
my mind is blank,
my heart is cold,
my soul is torn and my spirit is broken.
The people i put first,
put me second,
leaving me to count my tears in the middle of the night, whilst the only one aware is my lord above the stars."

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