عندما يبكي قلبي عليك يرى الله كم هو محطم ومن الخارج ابدو قويا وقاسيا ولكن من الداخل
"When my heart cries for you, Allah sees how broken it is, On the outside, i look strong and hard, but on the inside, i see myself bleeding. Thats the downsids of showing love in this dunya,
you can give your all, but end up leaving with your back bleeding.
Theres some people, who you would die for, not the expression,
but literally die for,
You feel so numb, and think you've just about had it, because everyone you turn to, ends up leaving or retreating. Sometimes, i think whats the point, let me harden my heart like the world has towards me,
but i dont have it in me, to treat people wrong because ive been through it, and i know it aint easy.
Every scar and every tear i went through, id do it anything to turn back, because in the process i forgot my self value. If i had a red button to press everytime i wanted to die, today i'd be a memory, and you'd never get the chance to see the pain through my eyes."
