قلبي وعقلي فارغين
"My heart and mind are blank.
Sometimes,
i dont know how to explain it myself,
what i feel inside,
it doesnt fit into words.
Its like a shadow of waves which invade my mind,
washing away my soul,
leaving me blank and speechless.
I struggle so much,
and no one but Allah understands.
People may see me with a broad,
wide smile on my face today,
but it takes alot out of a person to show a smile which is a mask and cover for the pain in their heart.
Knowing you are in this dunya,
and you do not belong here,
having to fake a smile to get by this worldly life,
in hopes of one day,
you may smell the sweet fragrance of Jannah,
for staying so strong for Allahs sake.
