i know
i love you
but this feeling inside me
its new, and foreign
i dont like it
i know
i will one day
have to say goodbye
and i will tell myself
its because i dont love you
but
its because
i love you
too much
i know
if we keep smiling and laughing
together
this feeling inside me
will grow stronger
wrap around my heart
like an iron fist
suffocating
i know
that when this feeling
consumes me
i will keep fighting
pushing it away
and with it
i will
push you away too
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Random Poetry
Poetry(TW: Depression, suicide, eating disorders, death, substance abuse, and self harm.) I like to write poetry so ima just put it all in here lmao