im crying with no tears

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im shaking 

so much

its so random

i cant stop


im crying

so much

silently suffering

it never stops


i stab myself

with a pen

every day in school

it makes my hands

stop shaking


i block out all of my feelings

every day

it makes my tears

stop

falling


please 

make it all stop



writers note: i looked up why i shake all day for no reason (its so uncomfortable and sometimes it hurts-) and ig i have this "For some people, stress or mental health factors can cause shivering and other involuntary movements. This usually occurs due to a psychogenic movement disorder, which can affect any part of the body." like i didnt know i had anxiety and depression issues 🤪

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