im shaking
so much
its so random
i cant stop
im crying
so much
silently suffering
it never stops
i stab myself
with a pen
every day in school
it makes my hands
stop shaking
i block out all of my feelings
every day
it makes my tears
stop
falling
please
make it all stop
writers note: i looked up why i shake all day for no reason (its so uncomfortable and sometimes it hurts-) and ig i have this "For some people, stress or mental health factors can cause shivering and other involuntary movements. This usually occurs due to a psychogenic movement disorder, which can affect any part of the body." like i didnt know i had anxiety and depression issues 🤪
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Random Poetry
الشعر(TW: Depression, suicide, eating disorders, death, substance abuse, and self harm.) I like to write poetry so ima just put it all in here lmao