which part of me is right

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its all for attention

you just want people 

to see you

youre not in pain

youre not hurting

its just for attention


so then what is this urge inside me?

to cut, to cry, to shoot myself in the head 

what is this pit in my stomach?

filled with empty bottomless pain 

im drowning in it

and that cannot be for attention


but it is

it always will be

so keep feeling these feelings

keep 'hurting'

and keep blaming yourself


writers note: these are my thoughts every day lol


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