Kyle's Pov
Alright this shouldn't be to bad, just a nice white room to be alone with my thoughts. I should be totally fine as long as April and Noah don't come in here to lecture me their older brother. My stay here at Chicago Med was a little bit more long livid then I would like. It had to have been three weeks in my psych hold. I think every time I talked to Dr Charles.
I showed even more signs of being suicidal which just put a little more pressure on me. And Ethan just seemed more worried then ever, always was my main visitor. There wasn't much you could do beside looking out the window and pacing.
So for me pacing was kinda limited since my leg was messed up still in recovery mode. I paused for a moment turning my attention when I heard my room door being beeped open relaxing sinking my shoulders back a soft smile growing on my face. Alright good no session today, I would have pretended to have been fast asleep.
"Hey Ethan, what brings you by?" I questioned softly watching him enter fully, his eyes very much scolding me.
"Well first off, you should be sitting in bed, not pacing on your bad leg. and secondly I came to see you." I watched as his arms lightly pushed me to sit on my bed again which I did a small quiet groan leaving me watching him sit across from me as well.
"You know I never get tired of that handsome face of yours." He flashed me a side grin, rubbing at his cheeks slowly. "I could very much say the same now, how have your sessions with Dr. Charles been like?" A heavy sigh left me quietly shifting my eyes left and right.
"They kinda go in circles... He always feels like he can release me then I end up saying that I don't wanna be here or that others would be better off then he says I need to stay longer. I don't mean it literally I just feel alone even around my siblings." Ethan sighed quietly clamping his hands together in front of him.
"Kyle I get some of the reports since you haven't been discharged yet which means you are still my patient and I want what's best for you. Not cause you are April and Noah's brother but for what's best for you. So I'm your own words what's one thing, anything that could make you happy." I blinked my eyes a couple times wondering what would ever make me happy. Not the fake kind.
"Let me take you on a date?" I was shocked by my very sudden blurt answer, and even he looked startled by my answer. A soft like chuckle left him hearing him clear his throat roughly.
"Excuse me- I heard you correctly right?" He said through some light laughter.
"I would assume I'm dead serious, I think maybe I should start hanging out with people again. So how about it Ethan let me take you on a date when I get released?" Ethan usually had great composer from what I could see when I was observing him, yet this was the first time he was speechless his cheeks turning a slight red.
"Kyle you are so freaking blunt oh my god you made me freaking blush." He laughed letting his eyes face the floor.
"I'm flattered usually I'd say no but I like the vibes we have so yeah." He paused nodding his head a couple times looking back up at me.
"I"d like that, let's get to know one another outside of the hospital aside from doctor patient, but let's first get you better." He whispered staring at me with light fondness in his eyes.
"I think I can get better if you don't bring Natalie in here ever again- She make my blood pressure rise to a level I never knew was possible." Ethan chocked slowly so hard this laughter coming from him fast his head dropping back down so fast.
"Natalie can be... Oddly annoying but she's a good doctor when she doesn't let her emotions get the better of her judgment." I tilted my head a little pressing my palm into my warm cheek a few times weak chuckles leaving me.
"I'm sure anyone in a high position will let their emotions get the better of them I know it happens to me as a lawyer. It's always easy proving the innocent, but when you are literally defending a murder, or an abuser that's when it gets tough." Ethan once more perked up a bit his serious face now back on, moving a little closer to me.
"Let's talk about it? Maybe a root to some of your thoughts and depression come from work."
