"i think i should do the talking." he says, "what the fuck do you think you're doing sleeping with phil?"
"i wasn't thinking." i say
"too right you weren't thinking." he says, "you're not allowed to sleep with anyone else here, kiss anyone here or be in a relationship. hear me loud and clear?"
"yeah..." i say
"good , now stay in your room till i come get you. i don't trust you walking around yourself, could go off to phil's room." ben says
"𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮?" i ask, "i'm your own sister, and you can't even trust me?"
"i thought i could." ben says, "but you've proved me wrong."
i decline the call throwing my phone face down on the bed. just because he's older than me, doesn't mean he can control what i do. i'm 21.
running was the only thing that could make me forget what had happened, and could make me happy. i leave my phone there whilst grabbing a hair tie and leaving my room, i don't give a shit about what ben said.
i started running and didn't want to stop. until i hear someone calling my name, i look over my shoulder to see jack standing there.
i shruh my shoulders holding my arms out giving him signals of 'what?'
"come over here." he shouts
i reluctantly jog over, "what?" i ask
"phil asked me to get you." jack says
"well i'm busy." i say, "and i don't want to talk to him anyway."
"thought you two were like going out?" he asks
"just cause we slept together." i say, "doens't mean we're dating."
"sorry just thought it did." jack says
"as if i'd date him." i say
"he seems to be pretty all over you." he says
"i don't like it." i say
"you want me to tell him to back off?" he asks
"no..." i say
"so you want him to carry on sucking up to you?" jack asks
"i don't know okay." i say, "and i don't feel comfortable telling you all the details."
"i'm just trying to help." jack says
"sorry." i say
"you're okay?" he asks
"yeah." i say, "thank you."
"i'll see you later." jack says going back inside
did i like phil? why did i not want jack to tell him to back off? did i just like the attention...
it was a few hours later and i was getting ready for a nice dinner that everyone here at st georges park gets together for once a week.
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i put this co ord on and do natural makeup
@𝐲/𝐧.𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥
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@𝐬𝐮𝐳𝐢𝐞.𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐬: girllll look at u
@ 𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐟𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐧: Lets talk about earlier
@𝐣𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡: Gwan
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i leave my room also leaving my phone there. it was almost like my shoulders lifted when i was without my phone, i mean i'll admit i'm addicted. but isn't everyone? i like it when i forget about social media, it's a horrible place that i keep going back too.
when i get to the dining room i see only gareth sat down, i had no clock to see if i was early so i knock.
"come in, come in!" he shouts without looking to see who it was
i walk over to the table that could sit 25 people and pull out a chair on the opposite side to where he was sat.
"ah miss chilwell, you can sit over here." gareth says pointing next to him
"okay sorry." i say
"no need to apoligise." he says, "the tag says chilwell, ben can sit at the other one."
"where is everyone?" i ask
"late as usual! you'll get used to the lads never being on time round here." he chuckles
"sorry." jack and ben both say walking in
"when are you two ever apart?" gareth asks
"jack's my boy." ben says putting his arm round his shoulder, "my brotha."
i knew he was trying to rub it in my face that he was mad at me, it wasn't working, all it was doing was making me dislike him just a bit more than i already did.
"well sit down while we wait for the other." gareth tells them
they knew about having places to sit at the table already, so the both of them searched for their name tag. ben finds his and looks at jack.
"we're not together?" he asks gareth
"we're always sat together?" jack adds
"well mr grealish you're sat over here next to y/n, so i guess you were meant to sit next to ben. but that doesn't matter, makes a nice change." gareth says
"well can't y/n just move?" ben asks
"that's not very nice. sit over there." gareth tells ben
"it's okay i don't mind swapping." i say
"are you sure?" he asks me
"100%." i say
i get up and walk past ben, whispering "you owe me." as i go past
"suck up." i hear him say from behind me
i see the second chilwell name tag and look to the side and see phil's name next to me.
"is everything okay?" gareth asks me
"yeah..." i say pulling out the chair now sat opposite from all three of them
everyone else eventually arrives, i pretend that i haven't noticed phil's presence until he taps my shoulder.
"what?" i ask
"did you pick to sit next to me?" he quietly asks
"and why would i choose to sit next to you if i had the option?" i say
"maybe you don't know it yet... but i'll prove you like me." phil says as i turn away
