"you're walking out of your own room?" i ask
"yeh." phil says
"fine by me." i say
"then it's fine by me." he says
i hear the door slam. he was so annoying. and what was i still doing in his room?
i grab my phone and leave, quickly getting a glass of water from the kitchen before going to my room. i open it to see someone stood facing the other way looking directly out the window.
"hello?" i say
they turn around, "get out phil." i say
"well you were hogging my room." he says
"hogging? so me being here right now is hogging your room?" i say, "i thought you were the one mad at me."
"i was." he says
"so not anymore?" i ask
"i'm mad. i don't know if i'm mad at you." he says
"well you're making me mad now." i say, "you have no trust in me so please just go."
"i do trust you." he says
"then why don't you trust that me and josh are just friends?" i ask
"it's an exception." phil says
"there can't be exceptions, and if that's how it is, me and you will never be anything." i say, "and how did you even get in here?"
"that doesn't matter right now." he says
"look either i go or you go." i say
"why don't you wanna talk?" he asks
"i just don't." i say
"you in a mood?" he asks
"oh my god, just go." i say
"i guess i have too." he says, "can't kick you out your own room."
"thank you." i sigh
"i'll text you." phil says as i ignore him
i wait for the sound of the door shutting before jumping into bed and just putting my head in the pillow.
i didn't know who to talk to...other than ben. i unlock my phone and text him, ignoring phil's messages as i do.
𝘆/𝗻: are you free rn?
𝗯𝗲𝗻: Depends what you want
𝘆/𝗻: are you still mad at me?
𝗯𝗲𝗻: Sort of
𝘆/𝗻: sort of? what do you mean?
𝗯𝗲𝗻: I mean that I'm sort of still mad at you
𝘆/𝗻: look, i know you don't like any of your friends with being friends with me, but i really want to talk
𝗯𝗲𝗻: You and Phil are more than friends, you slept with the bloody guy
𝘆/𝗻: we're friends.
𝗯𝗲𝗻: Since when?
𝘆/𝗻: please just come to my room
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"hey." i say opening the door to my brother
i walk away letting him in as ben closes the door behind him.
"what did you want to talk about?" he asks me
