(osasunaatsu, no miya twin nasty shit)
(angst to fluff to angst again because yes. also mentions of s31fh@rm. No death in this one..possibly)
"Yeah, red eyes, black dragon
Fuck, I think the nitrous did damage
I can't feel my legs yet I'm standing
I barely make it down the stairs without panic
Woah, I won't let it set me off
Man, no pressure, only texting when I'm not enough
I let it fly with all your friends and get them all involved
Feel depression like you never felt it here at all"
Suna woke up from his high of last night, realizing he was late he quickly got ready for school. He made it out of his room feeling woozy and anxious, trying to be silent as possible, in fear of his father finding out hes still here. 'Keep it together rin..youre fine..just keep moving..keep balance..' he kept going, grabbing his stuff and getting out the door 'only thing now is to make sure they dont see it..' He put his headphones on and walked towards the school, only getting more drained as he walked inside. "Suna Rintarou. You are late." "Sorry.." Suna mumbled, keeping his voice down and he sat down. Everything was going smoothly until someone brought up them again. "remember the Miyas?" "Bro what happened to them.?" "Ask that Suna kid, he might know" Suna then felt all eyes on him and he started to be uncomfortable with their stares. "Oi. Suna." Some guy walked up to him and looked at him while asking "what happened to the miyas?" Suna started shaking. "They are dead..they commited die together last weekend." Suna mumbled and the guy got annoyed. "Speak up dammit!" "I SAID THEY ARE DEAD!" Suna ran out of the room in tears, running away from the school, to their spot they had, the place where they said "I love you Sunarin" for the last time.
slide, I can see the pain in your eyes
I don't wanna say that I'm good, but
I'll take you to heaven if you die
"Where did you go Atsu..I miss your affection..Samu why did you leave me..I miss your kind words that calmed me.." Suna sobbed and picked up his phone, just wanting to hear their voices again, he played the voicemail of them singing to him " slide, I know that you've never been this high. Promise, baby, we'll take you to heaven if you want it, we'll take you to heaven if you die.." Afterwards suna turned his phone off and looked at his wrists. "I still have your bracelets Atsu..Osamu I still wear your hoodie..I miss you.." Suna laid there and took a nap, by the time he woke up it was time for him to go home. He walked home with red, puffy eyes and when he got there, all his things were outside on the front porch. "Go away. You dont live here anymore." "but dad I-""I SAID GO." Suna took his things and ran, calling the first number in his contacts
Calling....germaphobe hoe, Samwho and Tsumoo and ko-no-mori...
Samwho and Tsumoo did not answer...
"Hello?"
"Hi?"
"I-its me r-rin..my dad kicked me..i need to stay s-somewhere"
"stay where you are. me and Komori are on our way"
Call ended....
Suna was crying on the ground when they got there. Hes been a wreck since the Miyas died and now..its all going downhill from there.
I'm so impatient, self-medicated
Caught in a daze, I persuade her with my own complications
Says I'm stuck in my ways, it's understated
One in the chamber, I shot back
Then she told me I should speak up
I can't even hear you through the speaker
They got back to komori's and suna immediately started crying again Komori pulled Sunarin close and let the boy just cry. "why..why did they have to go so early...i miss them so badly..i want them back so badly.." Suna wailed feeling so vulnerable and useless....
{the next morning}
I don't talk to call it out on purpose
Lying to me baby, make you earn it
Make me earn it
They don't deserve you
I can't feel my legs, I can't feel my legs
Yeah, hop right on the ledge, jump right off the edge
Maybe I felt it, yeah, yeah
Suna took his pills and looked around for komori..he wasnt home..Suna went to his bag to see the blade still there. (and yeah yall know what he did, im not writing that) When he finished, he was on the ground unconscious. Komori and sakusa walked into the house. "Rin??? Are you here?" Komori called. "Tarou are you there? Tarou hel-" Sakusa opened the bathroom door to see Rintarou on the ground unconscious, a pool of blood on the ground still flowing. Sakusa screamed and Komori ran upstairs quickly,calling am ambulance.
slide, I can see the pain in your eyes
I don't wanna say that I'm good, but
I'll take you to heaven if you die
Uh, uh, yeah, slide
I know that you've never been this high
Promise, baby, I'll take you to heaven if you want it
I'll take you to heaven if you die
{this part is in sunas mind while hes unconscious}
"Sunarin..wake up..were here" Suna felt a gentle hand on his cheek he slowly opened his eyes to see Atsumu, and Osamu looking at him. "Baby..? Love..?" He questioned and got a nod of approval from the Miyas. "Slide cause I can feel the pain in your eyes. I can see you sitting on my lap, slide, I can see the pain in your eyes. Am I still in your dream?" Atsumu said and suna nodded silently while crying.
slide, I can see the pain in your eyes
I don't wanna say that I'm good, but
I'll take you to heaven if you die
Uh, uh, yeah, slide
I know that you've never been this high
Promise, baby, I'll take you to heaven if you want it
I'll take you to heaven if you die
"Take me with you..please..I cant live like this anymore.." Suna sobbed and Osamu came and grabbed his hand. "..come with me Sunarin..just like what we promised" Suna looked up in confusion. "Slide, we know that you've never been this high, promise, baby, we'll take you to heaven if you want it we'll take you to heaven if you die" Atsumu and Osamu sang gently, leading Suna with them to heaven. As for Komori and Sakusa, they lost yet another friend that evening.
1053 words, fly high Miya twins and Sunarin
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