Welcome Home, Baby

6

Jennie slumped on the bathroom floor. Slowly, tears began running down her beautiful face. She cried in silence. She closed her eyes and deliberately let the tears streamed down her cheeks while her right hand was clutching a white object that displays a red line in the middle. She got it, again a red line instead of two, again. She cries in pain, again

For her, there was nothing more painful other than have a red line appears on her test pack, again. That means negative, for the umpteenth time. Again and again....Jennie didn't know how many test pack that she had bought and used to check the pregnancy. But unfortunately it was never shows two red lines as she always expected for all the time

The object was eventually forced to accumulate in a large plastic bag containing hundreds of test packs which she ever used

Taehyung who already waiting for her outside decided to open the door to approached his wife. He couldn't wait anymore to know about the result. He was so sure that this time they would receive a happy news since she mentioned about she had late menstrual period last night. He pushed the door with a big smile on his face and.......that handsome smile suddenly disappeared. He saw Jennie was crying so hard on the floor. Taehyung immediately approached Jennie and pulled her into his warm embrace

"How's the result, dear?" He couldn't hold his curiosity to know about the result

Jennie didn't asnwer him, she instead handed the test pack to him without saying a word. She was too dissapoint. She was expecting too much. And again, she only could feel pain right in her heart, it feels like.....someone stabbed her heart with a knife

"It's okay dear, let's try again" He tried to comfort her by hugged and kissed her forehead lovingly when he saw the result. He caressed her back to assure that everthing would be fine, and they still have a chance to make it happen. He was so sure that someday, they will see two red lines appear on the testpack. For sure....

Taehyung helped her to stand and carrying her in a bridal style towards the bed. And slowly put her on the bed

"It still a red line, Tae. A RED LINE...." She emphasized the 'red line' with a heartbreaking voice, she still cried in pain while Taehyung kept caressing her back

"It's okay, dear. Hey, we still have plenty of time. Why so rush? Sshh"

"Rush?? You said rush?!! We have married for two years, Tae, TWO YEARS!!" Jennie yelled to her husband "Why am I not yet pregnant? What's wrong with me? Why the result was always negative, Tae? WHY??" She said between her sobs. She leaned on his bare chest as if she no longer has the energy while Taehyung kept caressing her hair "I just wanted to get pregnant, Tae. I just wanted to be a mother for once in my life, for once.... I promise just for once..."

Taehyung let the tears out when he heard that heartbreaking voice came from his beloved wife. He felt the pain, just like her. He craves to have a baby, just like her. He also wanted to scream to let out the disappointment, just like her. But all he can do was just calming down his wife. He couldn't bear to hear the heartbreaking sobs. For God's sake he would do a.n.y.t.h.i.n.g for the happiness of his wife, in order to make her smile happily

Not like this, where he hasn't been able to fulfill his responsibilities as a husband to give a child, he felt worthless somehow. Taehyung let her cry in his arms without saying any word

Five minutes
_

Thirty minutes

He chose to be silent and listen to every word uttered his wife, so that the disappointment hopefully could slowly disappear. He kept caressing her back lovingly, wishing it could erase the pain at once

"Thankyou, Eun Jin" Taehyung thanked to his sister who had brought a damp cloth to wipe Jennie's face that filled with tears that had dried now. Yes, finally she fell asleep because of too much cry

Taehyung wiped her face slowly as if he was afraid to wake her up, then pulled the blanket up to chin to cover her body. He kissed her forehead before dimmed the table lamp and went out with his sister

"Sorry honey, I am really sorry. I only make you cry. I couldn't fulfill your wish of the baby, the baby that what we want the most" He looked back again to see his wife who was sleeping peacefully and wipe his tears before closing the door