Someone You Loved

38

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SYL Chapter 38

When you're deeply stuck In a situation that matters to you, Hindi mo na gugustuhing umalis. But as the time pass by, I'm enjoying the world revolving around me and the people I'd like to be with, time really chages a person's wants and need, only time will tell what you will get.

Patunay lang Ang sitwasyon namin ngayon. It's been two months since new year's and Eugene and I are still doing fine, storms arises but after that waves will always be  calm through  the wind.

And seeing my calendar makes me want to freak out, sa sobrang busy ko ay Hindi ko na namalayan na kaarawan ko na sa susunod na lingo. Hindi  mo gustong isipin dahil nalalapit narin Ang pagtatapos Ng school year. 

I want to go easy on my self. I know I did my best to pass for this year.

"Rina? Ano, Kita nalang tayo sa org room?" Binilsan ko pa Lalo Ang pag aayos Ng gamit dahil ayaw ko namang maiwan.

"Uh, Hindi. Sasabay na ako." Alexa nod at me, she's one of my peers.

Sabay kaming pumunta sa org room na pag me- meeting-an namin. I'm anxiously waiting for our seniors to arrive while I type a message for Eugene.

'meeting pa, I'll see you later?'

'yup, I still have a practice. Be in the gym?'

Medyo nabawasan ang pangamba ko dahil doon.   I replied a smile 'okay' bago ko tinago. Ang cellphone.

I tried my best to interact because I know they will be my mates for next year.

The last project of the org, they have decided to also put the Freshman on the line. Kaya Naman medyo nangamba ako dahil Hindi pa ako masyadong aware sa mga kasama Ng makakasalamuha.

The last time I met some of them, they are approachable. I'm guessing again.

Bumukas Ang pinto at pumasok Ang isa sa mga officer. The meeting started smoothly and when it ended they congratulate bus for making to second year kahit Hindi pa Naman alam Kung pasado talaga.

Inayos ko Ang sarili at nag paalam na lalabas.  Sa unang pagpunta ko dito ay halos manginig ako dahil alam ko na may tyansa na Maka Kita ako Ng mga Tanong ayaw ko Ng Makita pa. When Eugene found out about our org meeting through my Google calendar, he immediately asked me Kung nasaang wing Ang org room Namin.

"Left." Tama na iyon para maging paranoid siya, Kung Hindi pa nga ako pumayag na mag pahatid sa kanya sa mismomg kuwarto Kung saan kami mag me- meeting noong una ay Hindi Niya ako titigilan.

I was teased by everyone when they saw him kissed my forehead before leaving me in  front of my mates.

Rumors has it and made me an instant stake for everyone to devour,  negatibo at positibong mga comment ay nag halo na. Hindi na iyon mahala  kaya hinayaan ko nalang.

I texted him again as I went down stairs.

'need anything? Malapit ako sa cafe. Pwede akong dumaan.'  ako.

'just a drink please.'  I nod to some instructors I saw bago nag reply sa kanya.

'energy bars?' ako.