Fallen Angel

Painful regret

third POV

Rayna slumped to the ground at this point not knowing what to do, it's been hours since she was there trying really hard to concentrate and to teleport but nothing happened,

" what have I done to deserve this? what have I done to deserve all this pain God?" she sobbed out,

she knew very well not to question God because she knew that everything happens for a reason,

she felt exhausted and helpless,

"DON'T GIVE UP RAYNA"

she heard as the wind flowed around her, at hearing that she looked up in shock and franatically looked around herself,

"DON'T GIVE UP MY DAUGHTER"

she heard again and she cried in happiness,

" my God heared me!!" she smiled happily wiping her tears,

"God I don't know what to do" she said out loud.

She kept talking to God and singing to console herself till the point of exhaustion making her fall asleep there where it all started.

Ethan's POV

I groaned not knowing what to do, it's been just a day and everything just seem caotic for me, what the hell am I going to do with a woman that's even not human?

I rubbed my face and drove back home, I bought some food that will last me and the woman for a while and I even bought her some clothes too,

low music that was playing in the radio soothed my thoughts as I kept driving till I got home, I looked around and everywhere was dark, maybe she's asleep upstairs,

I opened the front door looking around, I walked back to my car and grabbed the groceries and the bag of clothes that I bought for her, I placed the groceries on the counter in the kitchen and walked up stairs to wake her up but to find the bathroom and room empty, I took a step back and froze,

" she left?" I asked myself and frowned, I didn't even know her name,

then I remember telling her to leave earlier during the day,

" you're such a fuck up Ethan" I said to myself walking down stairs, a pang of regret and panic attacked my chest making me taking in a chocked breath,

I need to find her, what if something happened to her? cause I know this human beings will take her and do their experimental shit on her,

I quickly took my car keys, locked the door and got in my car driving off.

it's been 30 minutes of going around this area with no vail, an idea of where she could be come up to my mind,

"guess i'll look for her where it all started" I said in my mind,

I sped to the spot and hold and behold she was there on her knees, I think was praying cause I see her lips moving, I carefully got out of the car and as she heard me she raised her head and looked at me, the relief I felt was an understatement,

" umm look i'm sorry about what I said to you earlier about you leaving, I was just overwhelmed and you're injured I can't immagine the pain you must be feeling, i'm not really the type of person to take care or even take another person in consideration, but I'll never put anyone in danger that are as pure and innocent as you, I'm not that of a monster, i'm all new to this and- " I was cut off when I felt her hand that was strangely warm on my cheek,

I looked at her wondering what was happening, this woman is messing my head up, she smiled at me,

" I happy you come" she whispered,

a wave of calmness took over my body as I stared at her, I was transfixed on her, all I could do was nod my head at her,

" I go home with you?" she asked hopefully,

" yes i'm taking you home" I whispered to her, she smiled at that and took a step back,

" you help I really tired right now" she said sounding tired, I nodded my head and raised her braidal style then walked to the passenger seat and placing her inside the car, I walked over to the drivers side and got in driving off.

Through the journey she was silent looking out of the window, I didn't want to disturb her so I didn't say anything till we got home.

we finally reached and helped her inside will closing the door, I saw her limp to the living room and sat down, I walked up to her and sat opposite her,

" we need to talk" I said and she nodded while paying attention to me,

" first of all I need to know your name I can't keep calling you angel woman" I told her, she giggle at what I said,

" I like name angel, I angel" she said happily,

" you like me calling you angel?" I asked her smiling softly,

" yes!! my real name is Rayna" she said bowing her head,

" nice knowing you Rayna my name is Ethan ok?" I said to her, she smiled nodding her head,

" look i don't say this often but i'm sorry about coming at you like that with my gun i got paranoid, i like to be alone and before you came i wasn't intrested in having anything to do with humans in general, i'm not a good person, you staying here is very dangerous but i don't want you to get hurt and in pain more than you are already in, i need to understand what happened to you, you're not suppose to be here in the first place and i need to understand what happened and i need to figure out after today what we're gonna to do you understand what i mean?"

" I come for mission to protect human people but when I almost crossed realm my head hurt really had, too much pain, I don't know what happen because I faint and fell, in heaven we have rule, we angels no flying down from up because we get injured so we teleport to here your human realm, I open my eyes when hear very loud sound, that sound happens when angel break law... I break law Ethan I don't know what I do and it's hurts, I miss brother, I miss mother, I miss father and my only uncle" she explained,

I looked at her and saw her wiping her tears, I was not used to a confrontation with emotional people so I stayed there and waited till she vented all out, even though I calmed her down yesterday or this early morning I didn't know what to do right now, I should confort her and reassure her but I refuse to lie to her that everything will be ok because I don't know if it will be really ok, I've gone through that to know that not everything will be ok, it's just about coping, learning and move on with it, in my entire existence all this did work in a positive and negative way, I turned out to be the worst, revenge was my release and breath of fresh air, revenge was what was keeping me alive but is it worth at the end? because I can't say I feel any better, here am I overthinking shit which I've never done, Rayna was causing me internal struggle at this point, once upon a time I lived my life without a care and I still do, but as of right now i'm in a moment of crisis,

" Ethan?" she softly called out, I got out of my head and looked at her,

" I make good things out of this situation, I know one day i'll be happy again and go back to family".