Fallen Angel

Strange thoughts

Uziel's POV

I stood outside the door of the room conference where the meeting was held, the counsel was all gathered to discuss the situation that occurred about my sister, my parents and uncle where there as well, I couldn't stay in there, it hurts so bad to listen to the counsel talking so low and badly about a great warrior and guardian angel, she was one of the highly ranked angels, everyone knew that she was one of the strongest angels in our community and the fact that they didn't even think twice to take away her title and talking so low of her because of what happened shook me, I need to take this situation in my own hands, I knew everybody believed that she really did what everyone thought she did, and it feels like a betrayer from everyone in our community.

I walked away going home, everyone that crossed my part didn't even look at me, the know my family brought great shame to our community, I just feel that there is something wrong with everything that has been going on, our family has been going through the consequences of what had occurred, my mother barley comes out of the room, I know she feels dead inside, I and my father are trying our best to help my mother in any way possible, my uncle since when this happened at first he was always around and now we see him few times, I miss him, we are every close to him, I really need him to be close to us more and I don't blame him cause his doing everything in his power to help us out and really find out what happened and why my baby sister could do such an abomination, I walked inside our home and as usually it's very quiet, I went to the kitchen and prepared lunch for me parents before the come home.

I sighed and cleaned the kitchen properly where I washed the utensils I used for cooking, memories of Rayna keeps coming to mind, it makes me smile but at the same time I feel this heavy sadness washing over me,

" it smells good in here son" my father said walking in the kitchen and gave me a smile, I smiled back at him,

" thanks dad, i'm done now can you call mom to so we can eat together, if she doesn't want to it's fine" I told him he nodded his head and gave me a sad smile,

" it reminds her" he said before walking away, I shook my head and prepared the dishes for three before sitting down and waited for them.

My mother refused to come out of her room so my father had lunch with her and I ate alone, I walked back to my room and to think about the plan and what i'm going to do, I thought of how she just left the house before we even knew what happened, Rayna always regarded her greetings before always leaving and that was strange but at the same time if she wanted to do everything in the secret her choice would have probably been that, I just can't understand how she got to thus point and why, I know my sister never had a bad bone in her so why now?.

I walked out of the house and headed to the portal, I kept my head down as I kept walking, I don't want to look at the other angels facial expressions, I kept walking till I reached the portal but what was strange was that the usual guards that has always been there weren't the ones that has i'm looking at, I sighed and walk up to them,

" good day guards, I came in peace and to seek information from you" I said, the looked stoic and I hoped they answered me, I didn't let my anxiety show on my face,

" and what might that be?" the more curious one asked,

" where are the former guards that was placed on your posts?" I asked,

the looked at each other the the curious one gulped before speak,

"umm they resigned their post, we really don't know what happened to them but I heard that one of the resigned guards wants to focus on his family and the new born, that's the only information that i have" he told me then brought his head down, 

i wouldn't know if he was doing it to show respect or because he's trying to avoid something,

" mmh ok thank you for your generous information" i nod my head in appreciation.

i walked back home and remembered to buy some essential things for my mother and to make her feel better.

i walked into the house and saw my Uncle talking to my father, the sat in the living room and the didn't notice me so i left them to their discussion cause it looked very serious, i silently walked to the stair but what my Uncle just said stopped me in my  track and my heart stopped,

" yes i know Zar, but i really can't do anything about it and i can't really leave my post but if they said your family needs to leave and go to the other side of the comunity just leave the house and you can give it to me i'll take care of it, look for a place where you'll have peace from now on, the community sees you as a family of abomination, do you know how i feel when i hear the other angels talk so bad about about my brother and his family? ZAr just do as the say and leave it's better this way" my Uncle says withs sadness in his voice,

I went back to the living room with a shocked expression,

"What did you just say Uncle?" I said stepping closer to them,

My father looked at me surprised and faces away in shame and sadness, my Uncle sighed rubbing his face,

"How much did you hear?" my Uncle asked me turning around and approached me,

" everything, my intention was not to disrespect and overhear your conversation but what you just said made me stop" I said,

I looked at my father and saw him sitting on the couch holding his head,

" does mom know?" I asked in fear,

my father shook his head then finally looked at me, all I saw was a broken man who was ready to give up everything and it looks like what he's going to do,

" i'm so sorry son but we have not many options" he said getting up again,

"and what are you doing about it Uncle? you're part of the family and it feels like your not doing anything" I said in frustration,

" my son don't blame your Uncle he can't do much you know" my father said,

" I know that you are frustrated Uziel, I tried my best, their first option was to band you from our community but I refuse for them to do such, that was all I could do, just do this and they won't disturb this family anymore it's better this way" my Uncle said and hugged me,

I sighed in resignation and nodded my head,

" i'll talk mom father don't worry " I said and hugged my father as well before leaving the living room and heading to my mother's room, here we go I hope it doesn't break her as much I as I expect.