NOBLE SERIES#2: ALLURING THE DUKE

CHAPTER 41

Just to clear your minds y'all, Your Majesty stands for a queen, Her emperial majesty stands for an empress. Her/His royal highness stands for greeting princes and princesses.

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Bumalik ako sa balcony ng mansyon matapos ang pag uusap namin nila Dad and  Mom, Sariwa pa rin sa'kin ang lahat ng impormasyon nalaman ko, Mga salitang binigkas nila na umiikot sa loob ng utak ko na parang tulang walang maayos na ritmo sa paglalahad, Niyakap ko ang sarili ko ng umihip ang isang malakas na hangin.

Madilim sa labas pero hindi 'yon naging hadlang para hindi ko matanaw mula rito ang napakagandang tanawin sa itaas nito sa patag 'di kalayuan sa mansyon, May mga alitaptap na papasok sa garden na nakikita mula dito.

Humugot ako ng hininga, Aureole didn't broke up with me, in his view he's still my boyfriend, And in my view I am no longer his girlfriend.

I fucked up, I know.

I wonder, Kung hinayaan ko bang mag explain sa'kin si Aureolous ng araw na 'yon mismo, mapupunta kami sa ganitong sitwasyon? Kung siguro sinabi n'ya sa'kin ng mas maaga hindi na kami humantong pa sa kakailanganin kung umalis para kalimutan s'ya.

Pero wala rin namang patutunguhan ang mga iniisip ko kung tapos na.

In life we do reckless actions reflected by our decision, We do stupid things because of love and at first I thought I could easily move on because Aureole and I only lasted a what? One? Or two months? And I broke up with him.

The night when I ran away from him at the back of the bar, My heart was shattered with the heavy rain pouring, I can still feel how the rain comforts me.

I was devasted. And I hate the fact that people you love will hurt you and still you will forgive them.

How reckless is that.

Aureolous is so hard to read, Para s'yang dalampasigan maganda kapag malayo, Malamig kapag lumusong ka, nakakalula kapag tinitigan mo, Pero ang pinakagusto ko sa lahat ng 'yon ay kung gaano kalamig ang tubig ganoon din kasarap sa pakiramdam.

That's how Aureolous feels like, A wild sea trying to allure every people who will try to swim deeper in him.

He will pull you down until you can't breathe anymore but the deeper you swim the deeper you will feel the bond between you and him.

It doesn't make sense, God Yaretzi pull yourself together. Bluffing stuffs like this is so damn not in the right time.

Mamatay na nga ako lahat lahat, lalaki pa rin nasa isip ko.

Natawa ako sa naiisip at saglit na napailing, Nang mapagdesisyonan kung pumasok na sa loob ay nakaramdam ako ng isang mabigat na tela sa mga balikat ko. Wala sa sariling hinawakan ko ang tuxedo para hindi dumulas ay saka inayos sa balikat ko

Humarap ako para tignan kung sino ang taong nasa likod ko, Nakita ko si Aureolous na nakatayo sa harapan ko, nakapamulsa ito, Ang white sleeves na hawak n'ya ay nasa mga braso n'ya .

I stared at Aureolous face, He's staring at me also, in my eyes as we made contact, Nakatitig lamang s'ya sa'kin, Parang inaantok ang mga mata nito habang nakatitig sa'kin, ang mapupula n'yang mga labi ay magkalapat.

"Where have you been?" I can't help but to burst out the question.

His eyes soften as they study my own.

He cocks his head. "Did you missed me that much, Darling?"

I snorted. "Don't flutter yourself, Your grace, I was only asking where have you been and why did you still came back." I rolled my eyes.