love trials

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Christmas Party

Wheein POV

After their first date and the first-time to be together the love for each other grows in discreet affection. They get contented seeing each other in class giving a loving stare and secret gesture.

Wheein gives Hwasa a sign language about asking anything in discreet way. Touching her nose means I love you. Cause Wheein love to kiss her in her nose. While Wheein poke her dimple in response. Cause she love Wheein dimple. Mahirap na kelangan nila maging maingat. Minsan kase napapalakas ang panunukso ni Seulgi.

Hwasa give her a couple rings and
Its just their initials pero may nakapansin na agad buti nga at sa pinky finger lang nila nilagay. Its a promise of their love. A long lasting patience for each other till the right time comes.

During Christmass party she was happy to see Hwasa received a lots of gift. But what annoyed her is the time all the guys na walang sawa sa kaka aligid sa kanya and some male professors. Alam ko alam nya na naiinis ako. Sa sobrang salubong ata ng kilay ko nag one line na. Kanina pa ako sinisiko ni Seulgi at kinakalabit ni Byul Unnie. Grand Christmas ball kase ginanap sa isang Function hall ng Hotel. Then the at the party some guys keep asking her to dance. Naiinis ako di ko kase magawa na maisayaw sya. Makontento nalang na yong babaeng mahal sinasayaw ng iba. Bakit kase pinag dress pa ako ni Seulgi. Sana nag tuxedo nalang ako baka me chance pa maisayaw ko din sya. Tumayo ako pero pinagilan at tinanong ako ni Yongsun Unnie kung san ako pupunta.

"Dyan lang...." I went out finding a place to breathe and ease this insecurities bottling up inside me. Minsan nakaka pagod na kase.
Daming hindi pede gawin kasama sya. Na normal naman sa mga couple. Maglakad lang holding hands bawal kahit wala naman nakakakilala. Bawal magkita madalas. Bawal lumapit or mabigay ng snack or showed simple affection in school or public place she's afraid na bigla nalang may makakilala sa kanya. Kaya ko naman magtiis. Kaso hanggang kailan ko kakayanin. Pakiramdam ko ako lang yong nag effort. Ramdam ko naman mahal nya ako kaso parang minsan wala lang.

I take a sit on the corner of the plant box sa tabi ng malaking halige ng hotel. Nag kakubli ng konti. I take out the vape that Im using when I want to calm and ease my mind or when we are drinking. But someone snatched it from my hand. I was startled.

"Give it back. Please...." I lay my hand,asking for the vape. But she stared intently on me.

"Your smoking? Why I never know this?" I roll my eyes and stand to head back inside.

"Cause your not interested to know everything about me."But before I take one step she hold my wrist.

"Whats the problem? Did I did something wrong? I noticed your not in the mood the whole time. I see your frown even from afar. Tell me whats bothering you?" I pulled my wrist and look around and shake my head.

"Nothing... Im just tired and not comfortable with this." I sit back on the plant box.

"Hindi maaring wala lang kung ganyan ka. Kahit saken. Ano ba poblema mo? Kung may poblema ka dapat sabihin mo saken. Girlfriend mo ako diba? Parang wala naman akong kwenta sayo. I know naman madame pa ako hindi alam pero kaya nga diba me process of getting to know diba and this its not good for you." Napalingon ako sa kanya nadagdagan pa yung tinitimpi kong sama ng loob. Tumayo ako para umalis nalang at umuwi na imessage ko nalang sila Seulgi mamaya. Pero hinila nya yong balikat ko.

"Wheein! Im not yet done talking to you ano ba?!" Galit na asik nya. Pumikit ako at huminga ng malalim. Ayoko makipag away kay Hwasa kaso nakaka pikon na.

"Hwasa ano ba! Im tired! Gusto ko na umuwe! Bumalik kana sa loob at I-entertain mo na mga nagkakandarapa makipag sayaw sayo!" Naglakad aq patungo sa lobby para sumakay ng taxi.

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