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Hyejin POV

Holidays has ended yet not even shadow of her appeared to meet her or formally ended this relationship. Maybe it was really came to an end. I should let her go.

As I entered there class I saw the empty seat. I meet Seulgi's eyes but she just lowered her gazed. I pushed back that thoughts and focused on my work. As usual every student whined about me being so
strict and merciless for giving them a surprise quiz and recitation. After class Seulgi waited for me at the back door.

"Ma'am.... excuse me... Here.." I just stared at the paper bag she's holding.

"Whats this?" I asked.

"Ma'am.. Wheein wants to give it to you."

"Why she's not here at first day of class resume?!"

Seulgi stared confused at me.

"You mean Ma'am you haven't known anything?"

Suddenly I felt my heart anxious.
"What-.... wait! come with me!" I pulled her out to the corner where no one can hear us.

"Tell me again what is it your talking about?"

"Ma'am..Wheein gets back to Seoul. She left a three days ago and asked me to give this to you."

I went silent dont know what to react, what to feel. I look around its not a place to entertain my heartaches. I just look down and heaved a sighed. Brushed the tears wanting to slip on my eyes. I felt Seulgi's hand on my shoulder. I just nodded. She placed the paperbag down and leave. I take it with me and went to my faculty desk. I can't cry right now. I need to braised myself.

"Ms Maria...balita ko nag drop isang korean student mo. Ano nangyare?"

Napatingin ako ke Ms De jesus. Nag kibit balikat lang ako sa sinabi nya.

"Buti nag drop na yon..may chismis kaya sanyo...naku mahirap na.. alam mo naman malaking No! No! Yun saten. Yong totoo... nilagawan kaba?"

Tinitigan ko sya...

Actually naging kame! At mahal na mahal ko sya pero iniwanan nya na ako. Ano masaya kana?!

"Hoy! Tulala ka dyan!" Siko nya saken.

"Huh? Ano nga yun?! Ahhh!! Hahahhah chismis ka naman Ate Narae! Mamaya mareport ka. Tigil tigilan mo na yan!" Iniwanan ko n sya at pumasok na sa susunod kong klase.

After ng maghapong iyon. Napansin ko ang paperbag ng pauwe na ako. I picked it up and bring it home.

"Hi... how's the first day?"

Joy greeted me worriedly as I approach my room.

"Its okay.."

"What do you mean?!"

"She went back to Korea. Seulgi told me. I never even-" i clear my throat feel a lump block something inside. Joy pulled me to a hug.

"Its much better for you.. You'll move on easily without her on your sight."

"I dont know.... I'll just take a rest."

"Okay.. I'll just cook ill called you when I'm done."

"No thanks, busog pa ako kumain ako sa school. Huwag kana mag luto ng madame." I head inside my room.
Fluffing my body lazily on my bed.

I saw the paperbag. Peek whats inside. The clothes she used when she sleeps here. Instead of tossing it away I held it close.
Sniffed and noticed it has her scent. I keep on Sniffing the clothes. Strange it may seems but I felt calm and missed her more.

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