Remember Me This Way

𝒉𝒐𝒎𝒆.

📝 𝙰/𝙽: JɪɴSᴏɴ 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔
𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚝 4: Fʀᴇᴇ (have fun!)

I had to use this song as the chapter's title based on the vlive where
JinSon was together inside the van and Jackson sang this one.

And they are each other's home.

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To others, they seemed to move too fast. And of course, their concerns were all understandable. Jinyoung couldn't stop thinking of what Jackson had said months ago. I wanna grow old with you, Jinyoung Park. And he knew he was falling so deep and fast because he wanted the same as Jackson. Heck, he'd been thinking about his future with Jackson in it for a while now. He just needed Jackson by his side. Until the very end. For others, they're just crazy in love but for him, they're madly, deeply in love.

But Jinyoung also fully understood where Mark was coming from, so he let Mark say what he had to say.

"Jinyoungie. You know I am really happy that Jackson makes you happy and you two made this long distance thing work... but getting married after dating for less than a year? I mean you two only spent time together for three months in the span of almost a year. Jinyoungie, have you thought about this carefully? I know you two are so crazy in love with each other but... marriage? Jinyoungie... dating is different from marriage." Mark said while pacing in the living room. He glanced at his boyfriend, Jaebeom for help.

"Yeah, Jinyoung. Have you thought about this? I mean, did you two at least discuss the future?" Jaebeom said just to please his boyfriend.

"Argh, Jaebeom-ah, you just repeated what I said...some help, you are." Mark glared at Jaebeom.

"Don't take your frustrations on me now, babe...remember, you're upset with your best friend, not at me, your boyfriend." Jaebeom got up from the couch and said, "Jinyoung-ah is a grown man, he needs a best friend not a mom. Anyway, good night. I'm going to bed." He wrapped his arms around Mark's waist and gave him a peck on the lips.

"Ok, stop....I don't want you two to fight because of me....but Jaebeom was right. I need my best friend. I need him to support me. To cheer for me. If I want someone to worry about my decisions, I will call my parents. Mark, you know how much I love Jackson. Yes, we made this long distance thing work and I want to be with him. Physically with him. Phone sex or video sex don't cut it anymore. My hand is getting tired, you know. I think I have a carpal tunnel by now." Jinyoung laughed.

"It's not funny, Jinyoung. I do understand what you're telling me. I should be happy for you. I should be cheering... but I can't help worrying about you -" Jinyoung cut Mark mid-sentence.

"Worried about what, Mark? I'm flying to Beijing to surprise Jackson. Then find the right time to propose....and why are you so worried about marriage now...I haven't asked yet and besides, you know he needs to say yes first."

"Exactly! He needs to say yes. What if he said no? What then? You will be devastated. All I'm saying is....take your time. Go see him in Beijing. Spend time with him. Fuck him everyday while you're there...I don't care. Just... don't propose...not yet." Mark seriously pleaded.

"Why? Give me one good reason why I can't propose to Jackson now? And please don't you dare say that we haven't known each other for that long bullshit when you and Jaebeom moved in together after dating for only 5 months. Tell me, Mark." Jinyoung demanded.

"Just because....because....because moving in together is different from marriage. Moving in is getting to know the person more before marriage. Marriage is final. You can't overturn it nor change your mind once everything is not what you signed up for." Mark said calmly.