No, No, and a bit of HELL NO!

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<Jessica POV>

"Jessie?" Dad asked and I snapped out of it and asked him another question.

"What ages?" I asked and he hesitated before replying;

"32, 29, 26, 26, 23, 20, 18, 18, 17, 17 and 16." He replied and I started to cry, not only was I the only girl but I am still the youngest! I heard someone ask their names but I wasn't bothered who, I just focused on dad.

"Draven or Dray, Brandon or Bran, Hunter or Hunt, Gunter or Gunt, Lucas or Luke, Lacklan or Lak, Mackenzie or Mac, Quanzie or Quan, Daniel or Dan, Dante or Ant and Antonio or Toni."

No-one had noticed I was crying even though I rarely cry in front of my brothers. I stood and walked from the room. Heading for my music room. I grabbed the guitar and started to play, singing along as I did. 

You shout it out, but I can't hear a word you say
I'm talking loud, not saying much
I'm criticized, but all your bullets ricochet
Shoot me down, but I get up

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose

Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away

You shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium

Cut me down, but it's you who'll have further to fall
Ghost town and haunted love
Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones
I'm talking loud, not saying much

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away

You shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium

I am titanium
I am titanium

Stone hard, machine gun
Firing at the ones who run
Stone hard, as bulletproof glass

You shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium
I am titanium

My tears start to make way for anger as I sing my next song.

(Up Top)

I ain't tryna
I ain't tryna
I ain't tryna

Yeah, ain't tryna be cool like you
Wobblin' around in your high-heeled shoes
I'm clumsy, made friends with the floor
Two for one, you know a bitch buy four
And two left feet, you know I always drop
First thing a girl did was a bop
I'm the whole damn cake and the cherry on top
Shook up the bottom, made a good girl pop

You ain't even here to party
Ken in the club tryna pipe a Barbie
I don't wanna go, go, go with the flow
Back-bend till I touch my toes, and
I don't wanna row, row, row the boat
Wrist full of rocks and I hope I float
Big up yourself 'cause you know they don't
I chew, chew, chew 'cause they hope I choke

I'm a bitch, I'm a boss
I'm a bitch and a boss, I'ma shine like gloss
I'm a bitch, I'm a boss
I'm a bitch and a boss, I'ma shine like gloss
I'm a bitch, I'm a boss
I'm a bitch and a boss, I'ma shine like gloss
I'm a bitch, I'm a boss
I'm a bitch and a boss, I'ma shine like gloss

Said, bitch, I'm the after, you been the before
I've been a stallion, you've been a sea horse
Don't need a report, don't need a press run
All of my bad pics been all my best ones
I wear the hat and I wear the pants
I am advanced so I get advance
And I do my dance and cancel their plans
Said, boo, don't be mad 'cause you had a chance

Drop
Said, I took it and I ran for it
I run it and I stand on it
Money on the floor when we dance on it
Shine bright, finna put a tan on it
Said, I took it and I ran for it
I run it and I stand on it
Money on the floor when we dance on it
Shine bright, finna put a tan on it like

I'm a bitch, I'm a boss
I'm a bitch and a boss, I'ma shine like gloss
I'm a bitch, I'm a boss
I'm a bitch and a boss, I'ma shine like gloss
I'm a bitch, I'm a boss
I'm a bitch and a boss, I'ma shine like gloss
I'm a bitch, I'm a boss
I'm a bitch and a boss, I'ma shine like gloss

(I'm a bitch, I'm a boss)
(I'm a bitch, I'm a boss)
(I'm a bitch, I'm a boss)
I'm a bitch and a boss, I'ma shine like gloss

I'm a bitch, I'm a boss
I'm a bitch and a boss, I'ma shine like gloss
I'm a bitch, I'm a boss
I'm a bitch and a boss, I'ma shine like gloss
I'm a bitch, I'm a boss
I'm a bitch and a boss, I'ma shine like gloss
I'm a bitch, I'm a boss
I'm a bitch and a boss, I'ma shine like gloss

I was still mad so I did another.

Blah!

I was born in a messed up century
My favourite flavoured sweets are raspberry amphetamines
I bought a car, Beretta aged sixteen
I brush my teeth with bleach 'cause I ain't got time for cavities
My daddy put a gun to my head, said if you kiss a boy I'm gonna shoot you dead
So I tied him up with gaffer tape
And I locked him in a shed
Then I went out to the garden
And I fucked my best friend cause my

High hopes are getting low because these people are so old
The way they think about it all
If I tried I would never know
My high hopes are getting low
But I know I'll never be alone
It's alright, we'll survive, cause parents ain't always right

Drop a toaster in my bath watch my mum and dad laugh
See a thousand volts go through the kid they wish they never had
They told me casual affection leads to sexual infection
But it's hard to get an erection when you're so used to rejection
Yeah the teacher fucked the preacher
But then he had to leave her
Had to wash away the sins
Of a male cheerleader
Hi, nice to meet ya, got nothing to believe in
So let me know when my breathing stops
Cause my

High hopes are getting low because these people are so old
The way they think about it all
If I tried I would never know
My high hopes are getting low
But I know I'll never be alone
It's alright, we'll survive, cause parents ain't always right

Tick, tock, stop the clock
Because I get the feeling that I'm gonna get shot
Tick, tock, stop the clock
Because I get the feeling that I'm gonna get shot

My high hopes are getting low because these people are so old
The way they think about it all
If I tried I would never know
High hopes are getting low
But I know I'll never be alone
It's alright, we'll survive, cause parents ain't always right!

<Third Person POV>

Little did Jess know that the music room could be heard in the lounge.

Barely any words were spoken until Jayden broke the silence.

"Dad," He started and everyone looked at him, he was still looking at the ceiling "You royally fucked up."

There was nothing Evan could do but nod sadly.


(Just so you know, I know the third song, parents, doesn't fit the story it is just the angriest song I could think of. Jessica might be gay in later chapters but not right now (I have plans) *Evil laugh*)

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