Hope

Prologue

Stella's POV:

Hey mom,
I know you won't get this but I want you to hear me out. Actually, I want someone to hear me out. Yesterday , I didn't know how to feel about the events happening. Maybe I was too lost in my world but I felt empty. I never felt like this right? You always said that your Stella is the brightest soul but the brightness is now surrounded by memories which feel to be dark. They were happy memories. They were supposed to be . Just like you were supposed to be there with me . You left . Everything is floating in the abyss. Everything is fading away . I, we all always had you but now? Now what do we have mum?

Love,
Your star.

Hey again mom,
I don't why I keep writing again and again even knowing you will never read these. Today it's been more over a year you left . We coped up , in our own fucked up ways . Dad acts , Al drowns in his work , Ron comes home with brusied nuckles while Alex barely stays home . Me? I keep writing hoping you would reply. You will someday right? Al took me to a shrink after he found out all the letters I addressed to you. He probably thinks I'm gone crazy . No I have not . I'm just holding onto a hope. Even dad knows I think but he subtly ignores it and gives me my space. See? He is the best while your mean sons trouble me , I hold on to him. I act up all strong mum but our family is fading on front of our eyes itself .
But you know what? I will try my best . I know what's left now. 'Hope' that's what is left and I'm going to hold on to it.

Love forever,
Your star.