•part 13•

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*Sunoo's pov•

"Do you still love him?" Ni-ki asked, he looked a bit.. idk.. sad? Yeah nevermind he's probably just tired.

My answer is no, I don't love him anymore. He was my first love but after he became distant with me I started to lose feelings and when I realized that he was in love with somebody else I finally admitted to myself that we weren't meant to be and that I would find the right one for me in the future.

Right when I was about to answer him the doorbell suddenly rang, interrupting me.
"Oh right my pizza!" He said as his eyes lit up and his smile turned big as he ran downstairs,

Cute

I walked downstairs after him and found him in the kitchen cutting the pizza.
"Do you perhaps maybe want to eat here?..

"Ah yes! Thank you so much Ni-ki!"

I could see his cheeks getting pink, I started giggling at the sight.

I usually get shy when I meet people for the first time, me and Ni-ki really haven't known each other for very long but I already feel sorta comfortable with him.

He took the two plates with pizza and walked up the stairs towards his bedroom, he seemed quite embarrassed about his home. I really don't mind. I know that I'm lucky to have all that I have. I'm lucky to have both of my parents still here with me, I'm lucky to have good mental heath and it really broke my heart to see those scars and cuts on his arm.. 

how could such a beautiful and pure human to that? How badly did he feel mentally to do that? The worst part was that some were even fresh, a lot of them actually. They couldn't be older then a few days, maybe even from yesterday or the day before.

"Do you want to watch a movie while eating?" He asked while putting the plates down on his bed, "sure" I answered with a smile on my face.

He grabbed his computer from under the bed and put it on the bed while he sat down himself to, he opened the computer and typed in the password before looking up at me.  "I'm sorry that my room is such a mess" He looked ashamed and embarrassed again."No! It's totally fine Ni-ki, I just didn't know if you wanted me to sit on your bed" I said while sitting down next to him.
I looked at the computer screen as he entered Netflix.
"What do you want to watch?" He asked,
"Whatever really.. whats your favorite movie?"
"Ehm its a bit embarrassing..Coraline" he said.

Shit that's a scary movie

"I love Coraline!, we can watch that if you want to" I lied, I'm really bad with scary movies but I don't want him to think I'm childish..

"Okay" he said before clicking on the movie and grabbing his plate.

During the movie i kept jumping and flinching at the jump scares and scary parts, I didn't even realize how close I had gotten to Ni-ki. At this point we where shoulder against shoulder and I was holding onto his arm. I only realized when I heard some soft snores that calmed me down and made me break my concentration towards the movie and onto the person sitting next to me instead.
Ni-ki had fallen asleep, he looked so beautiful, gorgeous.
We both had been sitting with or backs against the wall, his head was a little tilted upwards and his mouth was a bit open.
I admired his beauty for a bit before I heard my phone ring, I quickly let go of Ni-ki's arm and grabbed my phone. I didn't want to wake him up.

Mom is calling..
Decline• Answer•

I pressed answer and lift my phone up against my ear.
"Sunoo where are you?" I heard my moms voice ask.
"Oh I'm at my friends house, I didn't realize how late it had gotten..sorry"
"Its okay dear, But you have to inform us before going to a friends house so we don't have to worry"
"I know I'm sorry"
"So who is this friend? Jungwon?"
"No..Ni-ki.."
"The cute one!?"
"Mom..stop.. he's right next to me.."
"Well, are you gonna sleep at his house, it's very late"
"I can ask"

I lowered the phone and turned back to Ni-ki who was still laying there looking like an angel.
"Ni-ki?.." I said as I shook his shoulder a bit..
"Huh?" He said as he moved a bit, still half asleep. "Can I sleep here?.. it's kinda late" I said shyly. "Yeah sure" he said before sitting up straight again, he seems exhausted.
I pick up my phone again and tell my mom about his answer before hanging up.
"Do you want to barrow some more comfortable clothes?" Ni-ki asked, still sounding very tired.
"Ah, yes please" I answered as he got up from his bed and towards a small closet that was standing in the corner of the room against the wall. He picked out a hoodie and a pair of sweatpants before walking back to the bed and giving me the clothes. "Thank you" I say before going towards the bathroom to change.

His hoodie was huge on me but it was soft and it had the same comforting smell as Ni-ki.
I walk out into the bedroom again to find Ni-ki asleep laying under the covers. I walk towards the bed, slowly sliding down next to him. I keep a bit of distance because I don't want to make him feel uncomfortable. I could feel my eyes get heavy and before I knew it I'm fully asleep, right next to Ni-ki.
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Sorry for taking so long haha, school is so exhausting..
thank u for the reads!
Ily<3
(Btw in this ff Ni-ki has his short blond hair and Sunoo has his pink hair.. mixed eras haha)

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