If Love Happens

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by KoranaNightengale

by KoranaNightengale

Forever afraid of happiness
Yet always scared of emptiness
It could be all the laziness
Content with loud quietness

Yet...

I yearn for the kindness

"Commitment is futile"
"You'll be left in denial"
"Don't go for that style"
"Well, what about Kyle?"

Enough!

I've been told how to feel
But I'm not gonna kneel!
You'll just have to deal
With the fact that I feel
My emotions won't keel!
YOULL JUST HAVE TO DEAL!

I might be alone forever
My feelings may sever
Like pulling a leaver
It's a failing endeavor!

Maybe not

But...

That's what I've got.

I want to feel adoration
But all I see in this nation
Is the rotten palpitation
Of greedy governmentation!

How can I look for a soul mate
When all around me is sole hate
It seems that came a bit too late
My heart has just become bait

But I want love...

I wanna find someone to live with
Someone to be happy and die with
Someone to be sad and cry with
Someone to fight and make up with
Someone to love and have kids with

What if that happened?

Would I forget all the pain?
Would my love ever wain?
Would I ever fix my stain?
Agh! This is my bane!

I'm scared.