Diagnosis (English Translation)

19

co-translator : wazlie
editor : limanaroimchen120

Chapter 19: Relapse

"Schizophrenia is a chronic disease, an incurable disease..."

This phrase has been circulating in my mind since the day I visited Dr. Ong four months ago, it is not just an idea sometimes I hear a loud voice that comes to speak to me and reinforces my frustration. However, in the midst of my despair I am lucky to have a person who is the light of my life, that person is Nong Ton, he is the most precious person for me, I love him, he is the one who nurtures my dark life and me gives strength to fight and live to this day.

"Thana"

My sister's voice rang in my ears, I turned to the source of the voice but I couldn't see the owner, right now I'm just making coffee at the counter and my sister is making food in the back kitchen.

I turned back to look at what she was holding in confusion. Can I no longer distinguish reality from a hallucination? My feelings of fear were slowly growing, I try to focus and continue my duty.

P'Aoi: “Thana?”

My sister poked her head around the kitchen door.

P'Aoi: “Didn't you hear? Come help me carry the serving plates.”

I turned to P’ with a slight fright.

Thana: “Oh... oh... yes”

P' disappeared into the kitchen again and I followed her, I was relieved that the sound I heard earlier was not a hallucination.

"This disease is a disaster, the probability of it recurring is very high."

Aoi said and I frowned at my sister who was on her back, why did she suddenly talk about it?

P'Aoi: “Come on, these are for table four.”

My P' raised two plates of ice cream and chocolates and turned to me. I stood still looking at the dishes in my sister's hands. Should I have some snacks? Why?

Aoi looks at me, she noticed something in my attitude.

"It's a disaster, the possibility that it happens again is high"

Aoi told me again.

Thana: “Can you stop repeating that?”

I speak in a frustrated tone.

My sister had a shocked expression, she hurried to turn to put the plates on the table and then turned to shake my shoulders shaking.

P'Aoi: “Hey Thana!! Be aware!”

Thana: “I know the disease cannot be cured, you don't have to say it.”