They Say It's A Hospital

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They say it's a hospital,

But I know better.

Visitors, holding carnation bouquets,

Wear brightly colored T-shirts, casual khaki shorts,

But their eyes are all glazed hard with worry,

Their smiles are just brightly painted plastic.

The front desk attendants are chatty and careless, talking

About Sunday plans.

They call it a hospital,

But I know better.

He is calm now. The medications tape his pallid

One-hundred-and-fifty-three-pound body together. They

Kindly allow him to speak, but

Not to hear. They allow him to maintain his wild delusions,

But not to listen to us.

They say it's a hospital,

But I know better.

He looks at my mother and says:

"I had twin puppies yesterday.

They took them away from me, though.

They put them in a place where only Marines could go.

And I tried to go there, but

They caught me. Isn't it nice that

They allow me to have visitors in jail?"

The photographs around him try to create a chorus

Of the familiar.

But they just depress me more. Who wants to remember

That this man was once a gardener, father, husband?

The nurses

Alone can admire the photograph of his beautiful white

Country house.

"Fiona," he mumbles at my four-year-old sister,

As she pulls herself closer to my mother's leg.

"Fiona, what a beautiful name for a beautiful child."

They call it saving a man's life,

But I know better.

-Renata Silberblatt

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