He's here again. Outside my window waiting for me to open it.
Not today, he can't see what a fraud I am.
He sees me as the girl with the perfect life, all I want to do is die.
My mind is in a bad spot right now I think today might be the day.
I'll give him today to see me last. I'll care for him today and never do it again.
Tomorrow my name will be in their mouths. Saying lies as to how I was the nice girl.
The ones who bullied me will feel guilty, they should but I need all the pain to stop.
I open the window and let him in, I start cleaning his wounds without a word.
He smiles at me as he watches. I smile back at him sadly before I close up the first aid kit.
He'll be okay, he'll be happy and he'll be better than I was.
I study his face one last time before I watch him go.
Goodbye zeke. I hope you find endless beautiful memories to make and I hope you find happiness.
I smile as I close my eyes for the last time. Finally I am at peace.
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Loving You From Afar
Short StoryLoving him from a distance was painful yet beautiful. He made me feel at night yet was cruel by day. My mind couldn't handle it anymore. My existence was not wanted. After pain I finally found peace. A/N this will have suicidal thoughts in it.
