*TW: Mentions of homophobia*
Training was a must in Cloud Recess for the Lan disciples.
If you were a guest disciple, you had the option to learn the sword technique of Gusu.
It was encouraged to learn more than one sword technique so that when enemies come to fight, they could be caught off guard.
Su Minshan was doing just that with one of the Gusu Lan training him when they finally called it a day.
Walking back to his room in the guest residency area, he stopped walking when he felt two hands starting to wrap around his waist.
Grabbing those hands and twisting the arms of his attacker, he only let go when he heard a familiar voice cry out for him to stop.
"Ow! Ow! Ow! It's me Su She! No need to be rough!"
Letting his boyfriend be free from his tight grasp, he gently took those same hands and rubbed them, alleviating the pain he had caused.
"Rubbing my hands gently isn't going to make it better"
He did not have to look up at his boyfriend to know that he was smiling and teasing the shorter man.
Jin Lingxin was whom you'd describe a puppy, always interacting with others, childish, thriving off of attention, just a generally happy, friendly man.
But at the end of the day, those people don't matter, the one who truly makes him happy was his boyfriend, Su She.
So patiently waiting for what he wanted, Su She did not break as he continued to rub his hands.
"No"
"Really!?"
All he wanted was a kiss to make the pain go away.
"You know not to sneak up on me after training with others, you know how some of them like to do a surprise attack from behind, I thought you were that disciple that I was training with!"
"Really, a Lan disciple would go out of their way to wrap their arms around your waist?"
Now thinking about it, Su She had to agree that it was stupid of him to think that.
"Anyways my nuan nan, freshen up and I'll join your walks around Cloud Recess"
"How do you know that?"
"I see you leave your room every night just to walk around and admire it's beauty. I won't lie, Gusu is much more peaceful than Lanling in, especially if you have a father like Jin Guanshan..."
That's right, Jin Lingxin was an illegitimate son of Jin Guangshan but unlike Jin Guangyao who wants and craves his father's attention, Jin Lingxin could care less, he was just grateful that his father remembered his mother and gave him a home in Koi Tower.
He was much happier in Cloud Recess and the only reason for that is because his boyfriend was still wanting to study there for another year before he leaves so Jin Lingxin joined him.
After Su She freshened up quickly, they both left his rooms to admire Cloud Reccess's sunset.
"Do you know why I walk every night?"
All those times Su She walked around Cloud Recess at night, it was to always look back at his regrets and beg for forgiveness everyday.
"No, why?"
"It was my fault that Wei Wuxian died all those years ago.
The man had nothing to do with me yet I was the one who caused the chain of events. He even saved me when the Lan Clan requested me to join them in getting rid of the waterborne abyss.

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