I wonder what you would do if you saw what I used to do
I wonder what you would say if I stopped and turned away
would you treat me different would you start to stray
i can only simply pray because god knows im down on my knees
begging and begging help me understand why you stay
i wonder some days if you even really care
if That your only half way listening
If you honestly don't give one shit about my feelings
but then you do little things that make my heart swell with joy
but how do i even began to comprehend your thoughts
I wonder if deep inside your slowly letting your walls crumble
Or if your being stubborn and keeping them strong only adding more layers
challenges only bring us closer but in a way I feel as though it keeps us slightly apart
but all i can do is wonder if so.
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IT's Okay To Not Be Okay
PoetryJust because you say your okay doesn't mean you are and that is alright so don't keep your head down because even when you think your alone someone is always there, Because it really is okay not to be okay.