I wasn't sure if going to the game yesterday was right or not, but I went anyway. Saturday it was nice to have the team around and to know that they still supported me, but now anything to do with football just really makes me miss it. That feeling I get every Friday night when the stands are packed and all those people come to watch you play. The feeling of being on the field, the wind blowing through my hair until coach yells at me to put it up. The feeling of family you get from the team during early morning practices, late nights on the bus, parties, and the simple get togethers or team bonding as coach would call it. I missed the team but yet I would cry and get mad at them for the simplest things. The thing that I was struggling with the most though was relationships. I was okay with being around the twins whenever they were with their friends or whatever, Ty on the other hand was different. I was okay being with him most of the time but it was hard to talk to him at all because he would always bring up the fact I couldn't play, the next team they would play, or just something about football. Kyle and I's relationship wasn't the best either. We had really just started dating last Monday and I didn't know if it was me or him but we were just too busy to sit down and relax. Sure he would drive me home at night and maybe kiss me before I got out or, get me to sleep when he was here and I was awake but I wanted more than just that. I wanted to watch movies together, get to know him better, meet his family, and way more. Was Kyle really what I wanted right now? Could I handle having a boyfriend?
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Teen FictionWhen four best friends start their freshman year of high school, they don't find it much different than middle school. Soon we throw in football, injuries, horses, boyfriends, and captains and we have just created a competition. Will these four best...
