Love Me Like You Do (Harry Styles AU)

Chapter 34

Harry POV

After Kylie calmed down she took me to meet her family in their grief of state, I got to see Kylie's God Daughter, Nicole. She is beautiful. Made me want a baby of our own, that's way to fast though for us. I know with still adjusting to my life and with everything going on it wouldn't be the right time.

We left the hospital shortly after, I rode back with Kylie and Toby getting back to there home I got a tour, her parents showed back up right after. It's now 8 at night. We went up to her room a half hour ago I needed a shower feeling more relief of feeling clean, I walk out of the bathroom wearing a white shirt and black shorts. I walk up the hall to Kylie's room opening the door seeing her laid in fetal position I walk closer to the full size bed

"Baby what's wrong?"i ask her gently

"Cramps" she muttered I frown i get into bed with her sitting against the wall

"Come here" I whisper as she sits up I spread my legs for her to come in between, she scoches up laying her back against my chest her head in the crock of my shoulder/ neck I bring my hands down to her lower abdomen I start to massage "I read somewhere girls love this" I told her she chuckled

"Probably in one of your fanfics." I look to see the smirk on her face

"Do you read fanfiction of me?!" I asked her

"Not anymore. That's just weird if I did that still." She admitted closing her eyes "This feels so good"

I smirk as I continue "did you take any medication?"

"Yeah about a half hour ago, they still haven't kicked in.. We do got to talk about something"

My stomach drops "what's that?" I ask her

"Do you think we should start using protection?" She asks quickly

"I don't think so..." I mumbled

She leans up away from me turning so her back isn't to me anymore" why are you asking that?" I am completely lost

"Well... When I got short with you Monday Toby thought I.... Was pregnant."

My eyes widen from what she just said

"What?!"

"Yeah..like I told him I was PMSing. He asked if we were protected.... I told him no... He said I should get on birth control but I told him I didn't want to because they don't work." She said "and I was already on it as a teenage and it was a nightmare"

"Do you want to start having safe sex?" I asked her

"I don't know!" She yelled looking down " I just wanted to know how you feel and what we should do." She mumbled

"Well I don't want to have to use protection." I admit to her honestly.

"Why is that?" She asks

"Baby when we have sex we make love or we fuck, either way I feel emotionally attached to you not using anything" I told her her eyes widen "we started a month ago and have done it 42 times"

"You kept count?!" She yelled at me

I smirk at her

"I can seriously so hurt you right now, I feel like I'm living a friends episode." She said

"Your my Rachel" I told her seriously " as cheesy as that sounds we got shit faced in Vegas got married, were making it work and it's going amazing... I fell completely in love with you... We're Ross and Rachel in reality." I told her

"What if I get pregnant Harry? With everything going on and I know I'm not ready." She said seriously

I pull her into my lap " if anything like that happens then that will be a blessing in our lives. It's funny I was thinking today when we saw Nicole that I want a baby with you, like you said not now but later"

"You want a baby with me?" she asked shocked I nodded

"I really really do Baby Girl" I told her "I want a little boy or girl having our dark hair, your chocolate brown eyes, your little nose" I kiss the tip " so I can see it scrunch back like you do, a beautiful daughter that I would have to murder every boy that gets close to her. A son that you would protect any girl from." I chuckled "I want a little girl with your smarts and a little boy with my cheekiness" I smirk

"Well At least you finally admitted you cheeky." She said smirking " seriously though Harry I want all of that too but it's way to fast for us right now.." She said I nodded

"I know it is Baby.." I admit to her playing with the hem of her shorts

"I can look back into birth control I'm just scared to use it.." She said I frown

"Why are you scared" I asked her

"I was on the shot when I was 15 and gained so much weight and was always hungry, I did the pill always forgot to take it, got a infection for the mirena." She explained to me

"I don't want you to go back on that Baby. I don't even feel safe with you taking it if your not comfortable with it." I told her seriously she nodded "I just feel if we did do safe sex I be like.. Cheating in a way. It's weird I know I just love feeling all of you and by putting a rubber on my d.ick it just be weird!" I exclaimed to her

"Ok I get it." She said kissing my lips "I just wanted to know."

"I'm happy we talked this through and didn't get into a fight... I have a question for you also." I bite my lip

"What's that?"

"I know it will be 3 months since we got married and been together... I'm sick of hiding you from my world." I admit honestly she nodded as continued " I love you, I know how much my world can be we have talked about it before. I know I'm not the best at confrontation with words but if someone even says something mean about you I will lose my shit. I have said that I will defend you and I honestly mean it, I have never had these feelings for a girl before. I want to show you off the the world how happy I am, I want to take you out on dates and do all couple stuff. I want to re marry you"

"What?" She asked shocked " you want to re marry me?"

"With our friends family and do it right, hell yeah I do" I told her smiling

"Harry Edward Styles you never fail to amaze me." She smiled. "When do you want to announce us?"

"Really your up to it?!"

She nodded "I think it's time." She smiled scared

"Everything will be ok Baby, I'll make sure nothing happens to us." I told her kissing her forehead " just bear with me it's not going to be easy."

"I know I figured as much" she said

"Once everything is done here and we get back to LA we will go from there ok?" She nods

"Sounds good to me" she smiled