Re:Zero Sans

Angry Bones and Whales

Subaru's eyes shot open, he was back.

He was alive.

Subaru remembered the last loop and shivered.

"Brrr heh I still feel a bit cold or maybe it's just in my head."

Subaru looked around and found himself in a dragon carriage with Rem... on their way to the Crusch manor.

"No"

Subaru's eyes widened in absolute horror as his mind tried to deny the reality, the possibility that he was sent so far back

"R-Rem?"

"Yes Subaru-kun?"

"How many days has it been since we've been sent to the Crusch manor for my training?"

Rem looked at Subaru confused

"Subaru-kun, we... haven't even arrived at the manor yet."

Subaru turned his head away in disdain. He was doing his best to no shed tears.

"Really? Just like that? It's all gone." Subaru whispered sadly 

Subaru remembered his memory's 

His growing Relationship with Wilhelm 

His progress 

And most importantly his entire date with Rem was erased

Subaru closed his eyes to stop them from flaring up

He could still feel the connection to his orange eye 

It was still their

"(It really can only exist when these feelings exist Huh?)"

Subaru was quiet the rest of the trip

No longer showing the happy, lazy smile he usually possesses 

If one were to look into his eyes they would see a mixture of orange, blue and hate.

He hated himself for not being able to save the one he loves and those around him

And now he had to face the consequences 

Losing the most important memory's to time

"Welcome to my humble manor." Said Crusch 

"Hello Crusch-sama, we have arrived as per The Roswaal agreement."

"Excellent, I shall have Felix my knight escort you to you're rooms."

Subaru didn't say anything he just nodded and followed 

...

THWACH 

Subaru was struck in the stomach by Wilhelms wooden sword

He fell over in pain clutching his stomach in pain

"Hmmmm, Subaru-don, I find it interesting that especially considering that I haven't rained you before and the fact that your not taking this seriously at all... you seem to have experience fighting my style of sword fighting." Pondered Wilhelm 

"Eh guess I'm just that good." Subaru shrugged 

Wilhelm looked Subaru in the eyes and saw nothing but blue, orange, despair and great loss.